opheliaoveragain
Eating Disordered Junkie
- Jun 2, 2024
- 1,418
I've been honest with a lot of people. If Trump wins, I'm out of here. I'm not going through that again. The first time around I fell into a fent habit so bad that it legitimately ruined everything in my life, my life itself, my ability to help people (if you know, you know), it took my entire self away and left me with nothing. The supply in the US is so fucked right now due to the Tranq epidemic, it's essentially the fourth wave of the 'opioid crisis' and it's effectively ruining the entire supply, with a FEW exceptions. It wouldn't be worth picking up again, no matter how bad I feel. It's funny because mid-ish November will mark my one year clean. But I dont want it. I want a fuckton of Oxy and fent, I wanna nod out and not think about this shit, and hope that this time, THIS TIME, after so many failures, I'll finally die.
But none of that is my point, my point is that felons can't even VOTE yet look at the what the fuck is happening. I'm scared as fuck, and there's nothing I as a single person can do about it, except watch the days tick down and feel the PTSD set in.
For fucks sake, please don't push me by littering the replies with pro trump shit. I will report you. This is me asking nicely.
But none of that is my point, my point is that felons can't even VOTE yet look at the what the fuck is happening. I'm scared as fuck, and there's nothing I as a single person can do about it, except watch the days tick down and feel the PTSD set in.
For fucks sake, please don't push me by littering the replies with pro trump shit. I will report you. This is me asking nicely.