
sadghost
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- May 17, 2020
- 232
I really miss Adderall. Honestly that was it, man. Whoever created it is amazing, this shit let me actually function. I wish I could just have an IV of this stuff flowing into my veins all day and then Xanax all night. I'm so upset that we have all these amazing drugs and we can't take them? Like wtf is this world .. our reality is so cruel and boring to the point where I actually can't take it anymore. Wtf is the point? I would actually maybe want to live if I could constantly be on something. I guess that's unhealthy but so is constantly wanting to die so. I wish I could create my own reality, cause this isn't it :(