Discussion A deep concern about my SN plan

[Exiled spirit]

I'm planning to end my life by SN. I have to do it in the apartment that I live in with my parents. Due to my financial, mental and physical state, I can't do it in a hotel room. So, I will probably be discovered and sent to a hospital few hours after taking SN.

Bare in mind that I live in a poor area in a third-world country, so the hospital I will be sent to probably never received any patient suffering from SN poisoning. Given that, I ask myself many times: what is the possibility of me being "saved" in such a hospital? Would doctors easily and quickly find out that I'm suffering from SN poisoning? And what is the possibility of me dying before even reaching the hospital if, let's say, I was found two hours after drinking SN?

 

[3ngel]

Hello!! >_< If you're found two hours afters you took your SN, it's most unlikely that you'll be found alive.
I'f you're scared to get saved or found while using this method, maybe you should reconsider and choose other method!

 

[Exiled spirit]

Hello!! >_< If you're found two hours afters you took your SN, it's most unlikely that you'll be found alive.
I'f you're scared to get saved or found while using this method, maybe you should reconsider and choose other method!

I considered all methods. I found out that SN is the least risky method, given my circumstances.

 

[3ngel]

I considered all methods. I found out that SN is the least risky method, given my circumstances.

Oh I see! I'm also considering SN but I don't think I can handle it. So my go-to will be hanging probs

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho

 

[Exiled spirit]

what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho

I'm from a country in the middle east. I also hope that I don't need to end my life, but I personally think that, sooner or later, this is actually what's going to happen.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

I also hope that I don't need to end my life, but I personally think that, sooner or later, this is actually what's going to happen.

exact same thing for me unfortunately

 

[rozeske]

They don't necessarily need to know it's sn poisoning to start treatment. They likely will restart your heart and can easily detect your high methemoglobin in your blood and start treatment right away, thing is they may not have methylene blue (the antidote) in store, especially if sn poisoning isn't common.

 

[Exiled spirit]

They don't necessarily need to know it's sn poisoning to start treatment. They likely will restart your heart and can easily detect your high methemoglobin in your blood and start treatment right away, thing is they may not have methylene blue (the antidote) in store, especially if sn poisoning isn't common.

If they restarted my heart but didn't have the antidote, would I die?

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

From what we've seen, yes. But there's a time and a margin of action for the SN, depending on the person. The brain is the last organ to die. My greatest fear is that they rescue me in time without dying completely, and then they leave me for dead and send me alive to the morgue (it's almost impossible). But that's the fear, and it most likely won't happen, since it acts quickly. A word of advice: if you do it at your parents' house, which is what I have to do, and what I would also do, since I don't have the option of going out even at 24, the suicide control is tremendous. I think it's better to leave a letter asking the doctors to do an electrocardiogram and an encephalogram to confirm death. I think it's a viable option, even if they do whatever they want later.

 

[roommate]

what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho

I think I know that clip, that isn't SN probably though.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

I think I know that clip, that isn't SN probably though.

no it wasn't the politician if thats who you mean. there was no clip of this, only text in an article

 

[rozeske]

If they restarted my heart but didn't have the antidote, would I die?

Yes, eventually you will. The antidote is essential to survive in addition to the other things they do.

 

[cowboypants]

The first hour is the most crucial. Even by the end of the hour it's game over in most cases, but only if you follow the protocols closely. Since there are lots of things that will affect like empty stomach, antiemetics, quantity of SN etc.

PPH says to have 24 hours of alone time now, it used to be 6-8 hours before if I remember.