Help a little bit of questions about sn method

[BlueberrySylv]

hey everyone, I have had bought sn from two sellers by now and one refused cause I needed legal documents. and so when I decided to buy it again on another website I wasn't sure if they would send me.
but they did.
they claim that it's 98.5% pure sn but I'm not sure...and it's company is all a weird company (since it's a local company in my country or a Chinese one not sure)

so overall my question i need to do a purity test, I know that one is the aqua test but I don't have the necessary tools for it and I don't think I could get it. so the blood test is the only other one.
idk how to cut. and I hate the idea of cutting myself the pain scares me.

so I'm wondering where should I cut for it to not hurt too much.

another one is if it turns out it's sodium nitrate rather than nitrite, what happens if you ingest that instead?

and another question. can you ingest sn without any pills before?, like no pain killers and anything like that. just fasting and then sn.
is it gonna be painful if I do that...am I gonna throw up a lot ? is it not gonna work no more?

I still haven't received my sn but it's close. so I wanted to ask
and thank you everyone for this community

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm very squemish too so, I don't like the idea of cutting myself. Maybe excessive but, I bought a lancet- the type diabetics use (finger prick test) to help myself do that. I'm hoping I can get enough from that. I don't tend to do it till I'm ready to use it though. I'm paranoid about breaking the seal on the SN packaging.

I don't believe nitrate would work.

Antiemetics are the main thing that is strongly recommended to reduce the risk of vomiting. People do still sometimes vomit even after taking them. I believe some people have succeeded- even without them but, some have failed too. As I understand it, it's more risky to do it without them.

Painkillers are only the OTC type so, more easy to obtain I would think. As far as I'm aware though, all the additional medications people try to obtain- asides from the antiemetic are to try to make the procedure more comfortable. They don't seem essential to it working.

Reports on the process vary a lot. Some people seem to go quite peacefully, others not so much. I think the overall consensus is that it's likely to be very uncomfortable rather than excruciatingly painful. I really don't know though and, it worries me too.

Have you read through the megathread in the above sticky threads? I would really recommend you reading the material already here. Most questions have likely already been answered there. Also, bear in mind that just putting questions to members likely just results in us trying to remember what we've read- most likely here! Not to say don't do it, but bear in mind, we might be remembering stuff wrongly! I think it's better to look at the source. Not sure if you can use the search function yet but, plenty of people have also written detailed information about the method so- it might be worth searching.

 

[death_bed221]

hey everyone, I have had bought sn from two sellers by now and one refused cause I needed legal documents. and so when I decided to buy it again on another website I wasn't sure if they would send me.
but they did.
they claim that it's 98.5% pure sn but I'm not sure...and it's company is all a weird company (since it's a local company in my country or a Chinese one not sure)

so overall my question i need to do a purity test, I know that one is the aqua test but I don't have the necessary tools for it and I don't think I could get it. so the blood test is the only other one.
idk how to cut. and I hate the idea of cutting myself the pain scares me.

so I'm wondering where should I cut for it to not hurt too much.

another one is if it turns out it's sodium nitrate rather than nitrite, what happens if you ingest that instead?

and another question. can you ingest sn without any pills before?, like no pain killers and anything like that. just fasting and then sn.
is it gonna be painful if I do that...am I gonna throw up a lot ? is it not gonna work no more?

I still haven't received my sn but it's close. so I wanted to ask
and thank you everyone for this community

Get benzos. Trust me , its the most important thing. Without benzos don't do it.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

I'm very squemish too so, I don't like the idea of cutting myself. Maybe excessive but, I bought a lancet- the type diabetics use (finger prick test) to help myself do that. I'm hoping I can get enough from that. I don't tend to do it till I'm ready to use it though. I'm paranoid about breaking the seal on the SN packaging.

I don't believe nitrate would work.

Antiemetics are the main thing that is strongly recommended to reduce the risk of vomiting. People do still sometimes vomit even after taking them. I believe some people have succeeded- even without them but, some have failed too. As I understand it, it's more risky to do it without them.

Painkillers are only the OTC type so, more easy to obtain I would think. As far as I'm aware though, all the additional medications people try to obtain- asides from the antiemetic are to try to make the procedure more comfortable. They don't seem essential to it working.

Reports on the process vary a lot. Some people seem to go quite peacefully, others not so much. I think the overall consensus is that it's likely to be very uncomfortable rather than excruciatingly painful. I really don't know though and, it worries me too.

Have you read through the megathread in the above sticky threads? I would really recommend you reading the material already here. Most questions have likely already been answered there. Also, bear in mind that just putting questions to members likely just results in us trying to remember what we've read- most likely here! Not to say don't do it, but bear in mind, we might be remembering stuff wrongly! I think it's better to look at the source. Not sure if you can use the search function yet but, plenty of people have also written detailed information about the method so- it might be worth searching.

so that i dont have any kind of medication it wouldnt be a problem right?
im thinking because im probably gonna just straight up go vanilla without anything else. im thinking of at least having 2 cups and if i vomit. quickly take the other one.
its gonna be uncoomfy...definitely that feeling of suffocation probably will exist as your brain will start to die out (im just guessing)
but for as long as it wont be painful. i think it would be fine.
ill search a bit more about nitrate.
and for the finger test. i could get myself that but honestly ill just use razor and probably just cut the side of my finger or side of my hand or maybe even thigh as the nerves there are less than the tip of the finger. so yeah
thanks for the answer!

 

[Wanted Opioid]

If you're scared of cutting yourself because of the pain then please don't ctb using sn. You will regret it halfway.
It's a relatively long process and it's a lot more uncomfortable than cutting yourself.

Edit: by cutting, I meant the tip of your finger not the suicide method.

 

[BlueberrySylv]

If you're scared of cutting yourself because of the pain then please don't ctb using sn. You will regret it halfway.
It's a relatively long process and it's a lot more uncomfortable than cutting yourself.

yeah but the uncomfyness is one thing but for as long as its not painful i dont think im gonna i suppose regret it.
generally even if i do regret it since its something i took and its something that i cant back on (as i have drank it) its fine anyways

i dont like cutting cause its just painful...i hate pain. a lot

 

[death_bed221]

If you're scared of cutting yourself because of the pain then please don't ctb using sn. You will regret it halfway.
It's a relatively long process and it's a lot more uncomfortable than cutting yourself.

This is not true. In 10 mins max u lose consciousness with sn. When u cut u feel extreme pain and u wont die. Do u have any proof sn death is a long proces and more painful than cutting?

 

[Forever Sleep]

so that i dont have any kind of medication it wouldnt be a problem right?
im thinking because im probably gonna just straight up go vanilla without anything else. im thinking of at least having 2 cups and if i vomit. quickly take the other one.
its gonna be uncoomfy...definitely that feeling of suffocation probably will exist as your brain will start to die out (im just guessing)
but for as long as it wont be painful. i think it would be fine.
ill search a bit more about nitrate.
and for the finger test. i could get myself that but honestly ill just use razor and probably just cut the side of my finger or side of my hand or maybe even thigh as the nerves there are less than the tip of the finger. so yeah
thanks for the answer!

I can't honestly say that you will be all right. I can't say that I will either if I ever have the guts to try it. Sadly, it's the risk we're left with, having to do these awful DIY bodge jobs on ourselves.

All I can say is: following a protocol that includes antiemetics seems to be advised and possibly gives it a better chance to work. It may still work without them but, it's a bigger risk.

I really think you need to read the megathread though. In order to fully understand the process. Read reports of successes and failures. The member: Vizzy here made a whole long thread about SN he titled it: 'The SN bible.' I think you need to read the information yourself in order to make the best informed decision you can for yourself.

When you think about it, it would be utterly irresponsible for any of us to endorse a suicide method. ALL of them have reported cases of failure. Sadly, it's up to each one of us to read the material here and assess the risks for ourselves. Sorry I can't be of more reassurance. I'm frightened too- for what it's worth.

 

[Wanted Opioid]

This is not true. In 10 mins max u lose consciousness with sn. When u cut u feel extreme pain and u wont die. Do u have any proof sn death is a long proces and more painful than cutting?

10 minutes max?! It takes around that much time for your body to just digest the cup of sn.
Slowly losing control over your breathing is not painful to you? Vomiting your guts out is not painful to you?

 

[Forever Sleep]

This is not true. In 10 mins max u lose consciousness with sn. When u cut u feel extreme pain and u wont die. Do u have any proof sn death is a long proces and more painful than cutting?

I understand why you're questioning them. There aren't people alive who've experienced death via SN and cutting to be able to compare the two who can now tell us.

However, I think it's also debatable whether everyone loses consciousness that quickly. I'm fairly sure I've read it more commonly takes 20-40 minutes. Do you remember where you read 10? Having said that, I just saw 12 minutes being reported in the PPH. I think it does seem to vary though.

I think it's important that people don't scare monger but I think we're also at risk of presenting it as this miracle powder that will be 100% peaceful. When, I'm not convinced it's that either. I really think that anyone considering any method- not just SN should do their own reading. There are good and not so good reports about SN. It's kind of up to us as individuals I think to read what's here and try to work out whether we feel comfortable enough with it.

 

[death_bed221]

10 minutes max?! It takes around that much time for your body to just digest the cup of sn.
Slowly losing control over your breathing is not painful to you? Vomiting your guts out is not painful to you?

U are not "vomiting ur guts". U just vomit. Its obvious u never cut yourself to die. As someone that has, I never saw one sn experience that even comes close to that. Also losing control over u breathing ? U only do that after u lose consciousness. most of people vomit, feel drowsy and then lose consciousness in 10-15 mins. Like I said, If u have any proof that I am wrong, I am here to be proven wrong. I have no idea where did u get the fact that u need 10 min to digest a cup of sn. I can provide proof of anything I said. I doubt u can of anything u said tho. I am not saying sn is painless . It probably feels bad. But comparing it to cutting is stupid, and the fact u even want to argue about at, even more stupid

 

[BlueberrySylv]

10 minutes max?! It takes around that much time for your body to just digest the cup of sn.
Slowly losing control over your breathing is not painful to you? Vomiting your guts out is not painful to you?

still though...relatively speaking i think its should be less painful than idk. cutting your veins and feeling that hot liquid drool over your hands. even thinking about it makes me uncomfy. but throwing up? everyone does that once or twice in their life.
very fast breathing is also yo ucan experince if you do sports and like push your body over the limit. so both things that have happened.
generally saying i think its easier to do sn than...cutting and also less pain.
but im just guessing!

 

[ijustwishtodie]

10 minutes max?! It takes around that much time for your body to just digest the cup of sn.
Slowly losing control over your breathing is not painful to you? Vomiting your guts out is not painful to you?

Sure, SN isn't 100% peaceful like N is but, come on, compared to the other ways of dying (both ctb methods and natural methods), SN certainly isn't completely painful. A lot of people end up dying in their deathbeds after suffering in pure agony from cancer or from some horrific ailments for a few years and then there's SN which causes death in where the only type of pain experienced is vomiting. This is just my choice but I'd personally rather choose to die by SN than by any other natural death. SN isn't perfect but it's the best that we got and unfortunately we may not even have access to this for long since pro lifers are trying to restrict access to this too so that we die in even more horrific ways instead. As much as all of us here would rather ctb by N, we have to acknowledge that N is just unfortunately a dream rather than reality. We have to make do with what we have.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

If you're scared of cutting yourself because of the pain then please don't ctb using sn. You will regret it halfway.
It's a relatively long process and it's a lot more uncomfortable than cutting yourself.

Edit: by cutting, I meant the tip of your finger not the suicide method.

I've witnessed some go on sn. They didn't report pain.

Stop scaring people.

 

[yellowraincoat225]

I think it's important that people don't scare monger but I think we're also at risk of presenting it as this miracle powder that will be 100% peaceful. When, I'm not convinced it's that either. I really think that anyone considering any method- not just SN should do their own reading. There are good and not so good reports about SN. It's kind of up to us as individuals I think to read what's here and try to work out whether we feel comfortable enough with it.

Agreed. Sucks that it isn't some "drift peacefully off to sleep" miracle powder, but the only reason it's become so sought after is that most people consider the suffering caused to be much more palatable and reliable than hanging or shooting. It's not that it's the perfect method, but compared to almost everything else, it's much better.

I honestly don't know how I feel about the long wait time, but personally, I think that time window will give me the option to call for help if I regret it, and whether or not they get here in time with my antidote will be the deciding factor on whether I live or die, taking that decision off my own hands is something I actually like. Plus if I do get saved, supposedly I won't suffer any long term damage that would make my physical quality of life deteriorate.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Agreed. Sucks that it isn't some "drift peacefully off to sleep" miracle powder, but the only reason it's become so sought after is that most people consider the suffering caused to be much more palatable and reliable than hanging or shooting. It's not that it's the perfect method, but compared to almost everything else, it's much better.

I honestly don't know how I feel about the long wait time, but personally, I think that time window will give me the option to call for help if I regret it, and whether or not they get here in time with my antidote will be the deciding factor on whether I live or die, taking that decision off my own hands is something I actually like. Plus if I do get saved, supposedly I won't suffer any long term damage that would make my physical quality of life deteriorate.

I definitely agree. It's my chosen method also because it's one of the only ones I can realistically envisage myself doing. I'm not convinced any methods are 100% peaceful. A friend even said they saw a video of an assisted suicide in a clinic that didn't exactly look blissful. Apparently, the man complained about the disgusting taste and that it burned his throat.

What disturbs me the most is the not knowing. Even if I do everything right- which I doubt I will anyway. My Meto is already expired. Will it be bearable at least?

I guess it's the same with everything though. Even going in to a surgery, you're only hoping it will actually work. There's no 100% guarantee and- that's professionals! Just the curse of having an unpredictable biology I guess.