gnarly
Rest in Peace
- Sep 24, 2024
- 126
Every waking moment in life society gives me a new reason to hate it even more. I hate how divided everyone is. How opinions now define the person you are. I feel as if everyone's forgetting to not judge a book by its cover. The word is so fixated on hating now that I feel as if joy has completely disappeared. It's an annoyance to see the world hate eachother more and more. I remember writing a poem about the downfall of humanity. Of course what would kill humanity is humanity itself. Fueled with so much hatred I feel like sooner or later the world will turn against itself.
I remember seeing an old video of New York reacting to the death of osama bin Laden. They claimed it was the last time America united. As wrong as it sounds I think the world needs another great evil. Something to remind them that there's more to this world then hating on someone because they're sexuality or political point of view is different..
Love aswell has been affected by this. Since the bad people in this world would give others a bad point of view in love and then those people will fall victim or join them. Dividing us more and more. I once knew a women who was so fixated on having a perfect man despite her being a terrible person. She had high standards and was very selfish. She would rant about how she would always get matches from ugly men or men that aren't rich. She'd even have sexual Intercourse with them but even in the end she still wanted to marry a rich young and beautiful man. She wasn't very good looking and had such a high ego that if anyone ever tried to disprove her she would immediately shut them down. She saw herself as a queen. She was the worst soul I have ever encountered on this world. Someone so full of hatred and selfishness they couldn't even see it in themselves. She made no sense whatsoever so ever. Not only her but the group of people she hung out with were also terrible. Having negative point of views about meaningless things or having no respect for others. I remember when someone who had a lisp and was mentally impaired joined. He spoke about how people would ban him immediately because of it and he only wants to find friends. But they didn't hear him. Instead they ignored his words only to tell him to shut up and that they don't care. They have there own problems. Called him annoying before removing him. It was disgusting. That is what drives me to hate this world. To hate humanity. The hatred. The selfishness. The divide. We all exist on this small pale blue dot in the middle of an infinite expanding dark void full of unknowns and not knowing when it will be our last day on this dot. So why bother to divide. Why bother to hate others for being different. It disgusts me. These people are like a disease that plagued this world and given a bad mindset to so many people. It's sad to see the world fall apart. Only the few try to change the world. Those who still have soul.
My greatest fear is not death. But instead the downfall and self destruction of humanity.
When I die and if god is real. On the day of my judgement regardless if I'm going down or up. I will plead to the lord. I will plead savior to his world. In hopes he will hear me. His world is infected with so much hatred. The world does not need to be destroyed. It just needs less hate. I will plead to stop the divide. Stop what makes us hate eachother.
Peace to the world.
I remember seeing an old video of New York reacting to the death of osama bin Laden. They claimed it was the last time America united. As wrong as it sounds I think the world needs another great evil. Something to remind them that there's more to this world then hating on someone because they're sexuality or political point of view is different..
Love aswell has been affected by this. Since the bad people in this world would give others a bad point of view in love and then those people will fall victim or join them. Dividing us more and more. I once knew a women who was so fixated on having a perfect man despite her being a terrible person. She had high standards and was very selfish. She would rant about how she would always get matches from ugly men or men that aren't rich. She'd even have sexual Intercourse with them but even in the end she still wanted to marry a rich young and beautiful man. She wasn't very good looking and had such a high ego that if anyone ever tried to disprove her she would immediately shut them down. She saw herself as a queen. She was the worst soul I have ever encountered on this world. Someone so full of hatred and selfishness they couldn't even see it in themselves. She made no sense whatsoever so ever. Not only her but the group of people she hung out with were also terrible. Having negative point of views about meaningless things or having no respect for others. I remember when someone who had a lisp and was mentally impaired joined. He spoke about how people would ban him immediately because of it and he only wants to find friends. But they didn't hear him. Instead they ignored his words only to tell him to shut up and that they don't care. They have there own problems. Called him annoying before removing him. It was disgusting. That is what drives me to hate this world. To hate humanity. The hatred. The selfishness. The divide. We all exist on this small pale blue dot in the middle of an infinite expanding dark void full of unknowns and not knowing when it will be our last day on this dot. So why bother to divide. Why bother to hate others for being different. It disgusts me. These people are like a disease that plagued this world and given a bad mindset to so many people. It's sad to see the world fall apart. Only the few try to change the world. Those who still have soul.
My greatest fear is not death. But instead the downfall and self destruction of humanity.
When I die and if god is real. On the day of my judgement regardless if I'm going down or up. I will plead to the lord. I will plead savior to his world. In hopes he will hear me. His world is infected with so much hatred. The world does not need to be destroyed. It just needs less hate. I will plead to stop the divide. Stop what makes us hate eachother.
Peace to the world.
