Sunü (素女)
No, I'm not chinese.
- Sep 30, 2023
- 11
What the fuck is this shit? What are people but just fucking animals this provies it. All hope that I had, all dreams and fucking reverie I had that people will have straightforward progress from now on. That the inconsistent, backwards-ass way of living was past behind us; behind the World Wars, behind the equality protests, behind the internet, Where is this shit? It is hard to so thoroughly to understand the minds that supported these, where I usually give leeway to their upbringing, where I'm usually silent and withdrawn, to the circumstances of their inclinations and flaws; I'm so fucking appalled that they've done so; that their minds, a significant majority, would even support and believe such blatant lies; that their fucking minds would be so misled. I hate this. I hate how people have been educated, have been indoctrinated, have been influenced by.. other people. God, I hate people. These fucking people. No, no, not fucking people man. Fuck the supreme elevation of ourselves, fuck the elevation of humanity above humans. The more that we fucking use knowledge, use what we've learned with science, the more we fucking realize how malleable, how fucking instinctual and irrational we truly fucking are. From the social addiction to fucking apps, to fucking substances, to even our fucking cognitive biases, to our fucking unaware biases, to our fucking blatant ignorance and dismotivation to even pursuing knowledge.
I hate people. I hate them. I hate they've acted thus far too even allow this, to allow such lies such harm despite all the evidence that can say otherwise. Do they KNOW how much they'll cause this to suffer? WHAT IS THIS? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MUCH YOU'VE CAUSED, JUST THE NEXT DAY ALONE, YOU'LL SEE RECORD-BREAKING SUICIDE RATES. A fuckin' oppression from the people who have stable lives, yes, fucking condemn the minority, fuck their morality. A passed-down morality that goes unquestioned, a people incultured to accept what they've been taught, so doubtless with their conviction. Truth is really harmed more with conviction than these any all the lies could.
My drive has been realised. I'll try to talk to you guys now. Essentially, I need to accept the fact this is what happened and would've happened (since I believe in no free will). It's not a failing to most people, for they've been so thoroughly manipulated by drives/forces that they're not aware of. and if this is the result of such meticulous sabotage, what will the future be? When technology progresses even further to oppress and manipulate the populace in however subtle ways they want. Manipulated by whom? Almost fuckin' everything that has an incentive to do so. We'll become no more than animals in that regard, only those with the knowledge to wield such things would be elevated.
This all is abyssmal, so fuckin' nightmare inducing. Yet despite it, I feel this drive. To present my fuckin' voice and power on to the world, I want to correct this perceived wrong. The world will still continue beyond me, many more will suffer, many more will feel this conflict, so I must do something. EVERYTHING, a whole devotion to this universal progression. I want to progress everything; I want everyone to think like philosophers and scientists do and have them be powerful enough to resist these manipulations. I want people to be better than what they are. Have them make their own agreed-upon conclusions and own uniformity, the end of history in Hegel term's? (Haven't read Hegel, but this should apply, right?)
You might find these too early to say but.. I remember (from a podcast) Nietzsche praising figures like Napoleon and criminals. I think it was about because of the conflict they brought to the world and the ensuing response to them. I've interpret it as how we need this conflict to reflect and keep society to be "evolving" (don't know if this is the right term); that this conflict and the ensuing adaptation would give us better futures ahead. A bit controversial now but try to detach any feellings: what would this election be in this lense?
It'd be a mark in history. So much opposition, rightfully and by people whose lives are at stake, their status as an equal human being. Through their common suffering, I find no doubt that they'll form and revaluate all that caused this: election systems, the complacent thinking of people, the mass media, etc. Groups will spring up or are strengthened more. Once the immense suffering becomes an everyday reality, where the various videos of their human diginities being robbed against them are broadcasted through each and every media, it'll be hard to rationalize not to act. Not to do something about this and make effortful change, can people of this day-and-age even make that change? Is it too late? But damn, I want to help them achieve that change. But nevertheless, people will act and they will make changes. The result of which progresses the lives of the our futureborn: either in social diversity or in strict, blissful dogma.
I'll end this here. I don't want to make long rants right now since I just speak out of my ass. Though, feel free to share you rants about this event, but I heavily encourage you about how to reflect about it (if you feel the strength to do so).
Fuck this, fuck this, I want my fucking voice to be heard.
I hate people. I hate them. I hate they've acted thus far too even allow this, to allow such lies such harm despite all the evidence that can say otherwise. Do they KNOW how much they'll cause this to suffer? WHAT IS THIS? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MUCH YOU'VE CAUSED, JUST THE NEXT DAY ALONE, YOU'LL SEE RECORD-BREAKING SUICIDE RATES. A fuckin' oppression from the people who have stable lives, yes, fucking condemn the minority, fuck their morality. A passed-down morality that goes unquestioned, a people incultured to accept what they've been taught, so doubtless with their conviction. Truth is really harmed more with conviction than these any all the lies could.
My drive has been realised. I'll try to talk to you guys now. Essentially, I need to accept the fact this is what happened and would've happened (since I believe in no free will). It's not a failing to most people, for they've been so thoroughly manipulated by drives/forces that they're not aware of. and if this is the result of such meticulous sabotage, what will the future be? When technology progresses even further to oppress and manipulate the populace in however subtle ways they want. Manipulated by whom? Almost fuckin' everything that has an incentive to do so. We'll become no more than animals in that regard, only those with the knowledge to wield such things would be elevated.
This all is abyssmal, so fuckin' nightmare inducing. Yet despite it, I feel this drive. To present my fuckin' voice and power on to the world, I want to correct this perceived wrong. The world will still continue beyond me, many more will suffer, many more will feel this conflict, so I must do something. EVERYTHING, a whole devotion to this universal progression. I want to progress everything; I want everyone to think like philosophers and scientists do and have them be powerful enough to resist these manipulations. I want people to be better than what they are. Have them make their own agreed-upon conclusions and own uniformity, the end of history in Hegel term's? (Haven't read Hegel, but this should apply, right?)
You might find these too early to say but.. I remember (from a podcast) Nietzsche praising figures like Napoleon and criminals. I think it was about because of the conflict they brought to the world and the ensuing response to them. I've interpret it as how we need this conflict to reflect and keep society to be "evolving" (don't know if this is the right term); that this conflict and the ensuing adaptation would give us better futures ahead. A bit controversial now but try to detach any feellings: what would this election be in this lense?
It'd be a mark in history. So much opposition, rightfully and by people whose lives are at stake, their status as an equal human being. Through their common suffering, I find no doubt that they'll form and revaluate all that caused this: election systems, the complacent thinking of people, the mass media, etc. Groups will spring up or are strengthened more. Once the immense suffering becomes an everyday reality, where the various videos of their human diginities being robbed against them are broadcasted through each and every media, it'll be hard to rationalize not to act. Not to do something about this and make effortful change, can people of this day-and-age even make that change? Is it too late? But damn, I want to help them achieve that change. But nevertheless, people will act and they will make changes. The result of which progresses the lives of the our futureborn: either in social diversity or in strict, blissful dogma.
I'll end this here. I don't want to make long rants right now since I just speak out of my ass. Though, feel free to share you rants about this event, but I heavily encourage you about how to reflect about it (if you feel the strength to do so).
Fuck this, fuck this, I want my fucking voice to be heard.
