A story to myself well mainly a note, Adam Emery Maginnis,
Adam you need to give up on the idea of getting or being married and having kids and Ashley Marie Howard she never existed according to your mother I know you are smarter than that and it is okay "they" won't tell you the truth anyways "they've reset you many times" with sodium Pentothal giving you all your memories back while playing dumb you were right Adam it was their fault not yours. You don't need to attempt multiple suicides because of the things they did to you tried killing yourself by the gun and they saved you for their own reasons and also for the sake of Ashley who does exist but they claim she doesn't it was all in your head which I know Adam it is all bullshit why give you all your memories back if they are going to be willfully ignorant about it they will say are you sure it wasn't a dream while claiming not to know what you are talking about and as you, Adam, would say they could be telling you any of the seven truths which is: 1) bullshit aka joking with you, or 2) telling you the truth, 3) half truths, or 4) half lies, or 5) complete lies, or 6) telling you everything you want to hear or 7) telling you everything you don't want to hear. It doesn't matter whether you give up easily or not but you need to acknowledge that this is a unhealthy relationship with your so called family, friends, pets well not the pets, and or support network or no support network take responsibility for yourself while they take responsibility for themselves take the mutual feeling approach. Continue to live for yourself.
Adam you need to give up on the idea of getting or being married and having kids and Ashley Marie Howard she never existed according to your mother I know you are smarter than that and it is okay "they" won't tell you the truth anyways "they've reset you many times" with sodium Pentothal giving you all your memories back while playing dumb you were right Adam it was their fault not yours. You don't need to attempt multiple suicides because of the things they did to you tried killing yourself by the gun and they saved you for their own reasons and also for the sake of Ashley who does exist but they claim she doesn't it was all in your head which I know Adam it is all bullshit why give you all your memories back if they are going to be willfully ignorant about it they will say are you sure it wasn't a dream while claiming not to know what you are talking about and as you, Adam, would say they could be telling you any of the seven truths which is: 1) bullshit aka joking with you, or 2) telling you the truth, 3) half truths, or 4) half lies, or 5) complete lies, or 6) telling you everything you want to hear or 7) telling you everything you don't want to hear. It doesn't matter whether you give up easily or not but you need to acknowledge that this is a unhealthy relationship with your so called family, friends, pets well not the pets, and or support network or no support network take responsibility for yourself while they take responsibility for themselves take the mutual feeling approach. Continue to live for yourself.
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