Story A weirdo with social phobia

[Snowflake23]

Well, i always want to write here but i never have the courage for do it because i thinking Thats is no a reason to feel drepressed, but now i feel so desperate.

i always think i'm a weirdo since i have 15 years old, feeling different to other guys because:

. i don't go to partys and stay with girls

. My preferences of clothes are weirds and ugly,

. they like to doing jokes or talking about interesting things that they have it in their lives, while i don't have nothing funny or interesting to Say.

. They likes things i dislike it, how play sports or genres of music.

And i think in first place i was dramatic or something, but always being the one who doesn't have a team for work in projects, and see how all my classmates wanted i leave the school when i have 10 years old, thats make me feel i have something bad

In My teen ages and see how everyone no want to stay with me, i start to have problem with social phobia, i really think something of me unconfortable them, that's why i always feel paranoid with myself when i do a move or when i talk about My feelings or My interests because i don't want they think i'm a freak.

I always thinking someone appear and have My likes but i still waiting and try it but no one appears, i think i have to stop dreaming about found someone like me


Thanks for read this and sorry for my bad english

 

[unHumam]

Having interests different to others your age is not weird! I know it might feel like it especially when everyone is acting different from you but I promise it's not. Many of the people who seem to fit in also might have interests that they hide for fear of being outcast.
Also your English is fine! Languages are very difficult so I applaud you!

 

[Snowflake23]

Having interests different to others your age is not weird! I know it might feel like it especially when everyone is acting different from you but I promise it's not. Many of the people who seem to fit in also might have interests that they hide for fear of being outcast.
Also your English is fine! Languages are very difficult so I applaud you!

Yeah i know i don't have to feel Bad with who i am, i only so desperate who have someone to stay and talk

thank you for Your comment

 

[TapeMachine]

I'm so sorry that you feel alone and unable to relate to most people. I can relate to that.

I wish I had good advice for you, but I'm a bit sleepy and brain dead today. But I just wanted to tell you that it's okay to be different than others, and there are people here who will listen and talk with you, myself included. ::hugs::

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring what you have to go through, it's just so unfair how people have to suffer like this. But anyway I wish you the best of luck.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I can really relate. I was painfully shy growing up and I have social phobia now. Party's are my idea of hell!

You're not alone in feeling alone. . Not that I expect that helps much though. I'm sorry- it really can be crippling in life.

 

[livingdeadgrl]

Hey, I'm 22, I also don't go to the parties and don't stay with the boys lol
People think my clothes are weird, I have so many funny stories about that, but I don't care, you should wear what makes you feel confortable and beautiful, and eventually you will attract the ones that likes that style too! Someday, I swear, someone will approach you and tell you that always liked your style but were too ashamed to tell you.
You don't have to talk to people about subjects that are boring to you. I'm pretty sure you like some kind of music, an specific youtuber/streamer, a movie/serie/anime, and that you have very interesting opinions about all of it.
Looks like you trying to hard to fit in with people that has nothing to do with you, you don't need to do that. You will find people who has a lot common with you, but you have to search for it, maybe they're not in your class.

And teenagers are fucking scary, I know. Your english is very good. You're not dramatic. And honestly, I wish when I had 15 I found a sweet guy like you to share my fears because I felt so weird too.