So with me having a messed up record I cannot buy a gun now (due to my brother lying getting Me in trouble and parents refusing to get me a lawyer)
I strongly think that a 12 gauge slug aimed at side of head above ear is most lethal and 100% guaranteed painless truly instant as it bursts apart the entire skull and throws the brains out onto the floor. I own a 9mm but don't trust it even with good hollow points saw a video of a black man surviving a 40. S&W to head and lived (dunno if it's FMJ or HP)
My plans to get a shotgun are low now sucks cause for only 250 I can buy one plus a 5 pack of 3" 1oz slugs
So my friend says he will sell me his AK47 for $300. I'm worried that the AK47 even with Hornady plastic tip hollow points won't be guaranteed painless death. Is it true a 12 gauge slug because of MUCH larger diameter allows me to has a greater margin of error with the shot placement? Like even if I miss the brainstem the impact will be so strong that the brainstem will be destroyed regardless or if the whole brain is destroyed except brainstem a slug will be superior?
what I'm trying to say is do I have to be much more precise with my shot placement with the AK47? Because it's such a smaller bullet even if it's much faster? 7.62x39 is 2600 fps at 123gr 1500ft/lbs and 12 gauge slug is 1500 fps 2500 ft/lb
Im having extremely hard time (impossible) to get my dad to buy me the shotgun even with my own money not even if I give him a thousand dollars. He wants me dead but is paranoid that he'll get in trouble for a straw purchase. I tried to tell him say "its his gun for home defense and that I randomly stole it to kill myself him having no idea I'm using it to ctb" "that to tell potential investigators that he bought it for himself strictly for home defense as living in a very high crime area) heck he could avoid police altogether if he just took me out to a empty uninhabited field and let me CTB there removing the serial number beforehand and finger prints. By the time someone finds me ill be rotted and eaten by wildlife anyways.
I was thinking maybe Secretly I might tell my family and police seconds before I ctb to get my Dad thrown in prison for letting me get to this point (knowingly neglecting your kid even if over 21 is against the law and he will easily get 10 years in Federal Prison, minimum) I would love to get the satisfaction of him rotting in prison for having a kid he had no intention to care for. To keep a CS80 keyboard over my fucking life & wellbeing.
My words are falling on deaf ears and got in a big fight where he bashed me with a chair and a baseball bat.
I mean look, is an AK47 ENOUGH or not? Will I have to have more careful placement? 30 caliber vs 70 caliber slug?
I'm worried because I have such a large Neanderthal head very large head and will need a much more powerful gun compared to say for example a petite Asian girl with a small head. Large brain a lot of matter to destroy. I survived so much many accidental heroin overdoses, a benzedrex and dxm overdose accidental. I'm so worried of ending up suffering of the floor aware with my brains hanging out. Do I really need to blow my entire head off literally with a Mangum 3" 12 gauge slug or will the puny AK47 7.62x39 with a good expensive fragmenting bullet truly be enough?
People have survived 357 magnum to the forehead, 9mm and even 40. Nobody survived a deer slug to the head.
I heard of 2 stories 1 where a cop who shot a methhead 9 times with a 9mm and didn't even phase him. His partner got the 12 gauge with a 2 3/4 slug and dropped like a sack of bricks. Not even methamphetamine or PCP will keep you going after a 12 gauge slug plows into you.
I'm desperate and need to know. I'm being abused daily and had another break down shaved my head again, like 32 inches of lush hippie hair gone look like a fucking Marine bootcamp now, ugly freak :(
bad news for a transgender.
So please read this. I'm stuck between using my weak 9mm pistol, buying an AK47 from my friend. My dad turned down 40 thousand dollars someone asking to buy his piano. I'm suffering and want an instant lights out.
I've deteriorated to such an extent I feel that I actually deserve to have my brains blown out onto the floor to the point that I'm unrecognizable (I don't though)
I have no choice everything I own was destroyed or sold behind my back. I have nothing but the clothes on my back and a rotting tooth abcess next to my brain making me sick, kidney failure, FAST heart rate, I'm slowly dying and I can't get to the dentist, yanked off methadone for shitty suboxone, can't afford my treatments for brain damage from methamphetamine my POS dad bought me.
Enough rambling. what should I know about the difference between 7.62x39 vs 12 gauge slugs and shot placement for a very large head. With my head now shaved bald I guess i can see where to aim better. Do You agree 9mm Is definitely not strong enough to destroy a big brain like mine, I plan to aim to side of head above ear or directly between eyes.
I'm told putting the gun in my mouth aimed at angle towards brainstem is best.
a bigger gun does indeed seem to give room for error a lot, Ronnie McNutt aimed at the wrong area under the chin and that 50-90 sharps made him unrecognizable. A chunk of his brain shot out across to the camera and blood got on camera. Aim that area with a 357 and you will survive.
So what should I know here. Could anyone help perhaps to acquire a 12 gauge shotgun (no?) Or is buying my buddies AK47 really enough ? The AK47 IS 1000 fps faster than 12 gauge slug but significantly smaller bullet. 123gr vs 450gr 30 caliber vs 70 caliber.
Hope I don't sound too bad here. There is no hope. I truly lost everything and am a fugitive for something that I didn't do and wasn't my fault.
I don't want my piece of shit degenerate filth brother to win by making it impossible to pass a background check. Fake ID perhaps? That work? Private dealers? Or take the chance of suffering more pain than I've ever felt in my life with a weak 9mm or a questionable AK47 ?
To be clear: 1. is an AK47 with a good expanding bullet enough? 2. Is a 12 gauge 3" slug really so much better? 3. Does the 9mm require precise shot placement and unreliable for instant death?
4. Videos of people shot with 9mm in head tend to shake and kick around on the floor and their feet tense up in the air. Rifles and shotguns they go limp completely. This proves 9mm is a sissy weak round for killing yourself(???)
Thanks!
I strongly think that a 12 gauge slug aimed at side of head above ear is most lethal and 100% guaranteed painless truly instant as it bursts apart the entire skull and throws the brains out onto the floor. I own a 9mm but don't trust it even with good hollow points saw a video of a black man surviving a 40. S&W to head and lived (dunno if it's FMJ or HP)
My plans to get a shotgun are low now sucks cause for only 250 I can buy one plus a 5 pack of 3" 1oz slugs
So my friend says he will sell me his AK47 for $300. I'm worried that the AK47 even with Hornady plastic tip hollow points won't be guaranteed painless death. Is it true a 12 gauge slug because of MUCH larger diameter allows me to has a greater margin of error with the shot placement? Like even if I miss the brainstem the impact will be so strong that the brainstem will be destroyed regardless or if the whole brain is destroyed except brainstem a slug will be superior?
what I'm trying to say is do I have to be much more precise with my shot placement with the AK47? Because it's such a smaller bullet even if it's much faster? 7.62x39 is 2600 fps at 123gr 1500ft/lbs and 12 gauge slug is 1500 fps 2500 ft/lb
Im having extremely hard time (impossible) to get my dad to buy me the shotgun even with my own money not even if I give him a thousand dollars. He wants me dead but is paranoid that he'll get in trouble for a straw purchase. I tried to tell him say "its his gun for home defense and that I randomly stole it to kill myself him having no idea I'm using it to ctb" "that to tell potential investigators that he bought it for himself strictly for home defense as living in a very high crime area) heck he could avoid police altogether if he just took me out to a empty uninhabited field and let me CTB there removing the serial number beforehand and finger prints. By the time someone finds me ill be rotted and eaten by wildlife anyways.
I was thinking maybe Secretly I might tell my family and police seconds before I ctb to get my Dad thrown in prison for letting me get to this point (knowingly neglecting your kid even if over 21 is against the law and he will easily get 10 years in Federal Prison, minimum) I would love to get the satisfaction of him rotting in prison for having a kid he had no intention to care for. To keep a CS80 keyboard over my fucking life & wellbeing.
My words are falling on deaf ears and got in a big fight where he bashed me with a chair and a baseball bat.
I mean look, is an AK47 ENOUGH or not? Will I have to have more careful placement? 30 caliber vs 70 caliber slug?
I'm worried because I have such a large Neanderthal head very large head and will need a much more powerful gun compared to say for example a petite Asian girl with a small head. Large brain a lot of matter to destroy. I survived so much many accidental heroin overdoses, a benzedrex and dxm overdose accidental. I'm so worried of ending up suffering of the floor aware with my brains hanging out. Do I really need to blow my entire head off literally with a Mangum 3" 12 gauge slug or will the puny AK47 7.62x39 with a good expensive fragmenting bullet truly be enough?
People have survived 357 magnum to the forehead, 9mm and even 40. Nobody survived a deer slug to the head.
I heard of 2 stories 1 where a cop who shot a methhead 9 times with a 9mm and didn't even phase him. His partner got the 12 gauge with a 2 3/4 slug and dropped like a sack of bricks. Not even methamphetamine or PCP will keep you going after a 12 gauge slug plows into you.
I'm desperate and need to know. I'm being abused daily and had another break down shaved my head again, like 32 inches of lush hippie hair gone look like a fucking Marine bootcamp now, ugly freak :(
bad news for a transgender.So please read this. I'm stuck between using my weak 9mm pistol, buying an AK47 from my friend. My dad turned down 40 thousand dollars someone asking to buy his piano. I'm suffering and want an instant lights out.
I've deteriorated to such an extent I feel that I actually deserve to have my brains blown out onto the floor to the point that I'm unrecognizable (I don't though)
I have no choice everything I own was destroyed or sold behind my back. I have nothing but the clothes on my back and a rotting tooth abcess next to my brain making me sick, kidney failure, FAST heart rate, I'm slowly dying and I can't get to the dentist, yanked off methadone for shitty suboxone, can't afford my treatments for brain damage from methamphetamine my POS dad bought me.
Enough rambling. what should I know about the difference between 7.62x39 vs 12 gauge slugs and shot placement for a very large head. With my head now shaved bald I guess i can see where to aim better. Do You agree 9mm Is definitely not strong enough to destroy a big brain like mine, I plan to aim to side of head above ear or directly between eyes.
I'm told putting the gun in my mouth aimed at angle towards brainstem is best.
a bigger gun does indeed seem to give room for error a lot, Ronnie McNutt aimed at the wrong area under the chin and that 50-90 sharps made him unrecognizable. A chunk of his brain shot out across to the camera and blood got on camera. Aim that area with a 357 and you will survive.
So what should I know here. Could anyone help perhaps to acquire a 12 gauge shotgun (no?) Or is buying my buddies AK47 really enough ? The AK47 IS 1000 fps faster than 12 gauge slug but significantly smaller bullet. 123gr vs 450gr 30 caliber vs 70 caliber.
Hope I don't sound too bad here. There is no hope. I truly lost everything and am a fugitive for something that I didn't do and wasn't my fault.
I don't want my piece of shit degenerate filth brother to win by making it impossible to pass a background check. Fake ID perhaps? That work? Private dealers? Or take the chance of suffering more pain than I've ever felt in my life with a weak 9mm or a questionable AK47 ?
To be clear: 1. is an AK47 with a good expanding bullet enough? 2. Is a 12 gauge 3" slug really so much better? 3. Does the 9mm require precise shot placement and unreliable for instant death?
4. Videos of people shot with 9mm in head tend to shake and kick around on the floor and their feet tense up in the air. Rifles and shotguns they go limp completely. This proves 9mm is a sissy weak round for killing yourself(???)
Thanks!
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