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DraktarLim

DraktarLim

I don't like my title.
Mar 26, 2022
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My English is not that good, so i'm sorry for my grammar mistakes.

My experience with partial hanging.

A few months ago, i would say maybe 2 months. I was testing the right place and position to do partial hanging. I decided that the window of my room would be a good place. Then with my belt around my neck right in the sweet spot, i let my body fall to see if it was all good, but i presume that i lost my senses and a good bit of consciousness almost immediately, because the next thing i can remember is hearing a loud sound of a metal hitting the wall (the medal of my belt went flying like a bullet) and i was also having a lot of seizures, my arms were shaking and i couldn't control my body. At this time i was not even aware of what was going on, my perception of time and space was terrible. There was also a very weird sound in my ears, like when you cover them with something like your hands. 10 to 15 seconds after the belt broke i recovered my consciousness completely and realized what just happened. it was also very painless, i didn't felt anything to be honest.

Well, that's my experience. Very weird one to be fair. if it wasn't for the belt you wouldn't be reading my experience. 🤣😐

I'm still trying to understand how quickly i lost my consciousness after letting my body fall. it usually takes 5 to 7 seconds for me to lose consciousness. Maybe it has to do with the amount of pressure idk.
 
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sharky

sharky

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That sounds pretty good. I read about partial fails a lot because apparently many people can't find the right spot in order to pass out. But with partial im still scared that something happens and you wake up and have some brain damage
 
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Hi, DraktarLim, welcome to SS!

Your English is good, don't worry.

Thank you for your detailed documentation. Your experience sounds very peaceful, which is good to hear.

Be careful when testing any form of CTB method, as you could die by accident when you're not ready to. Glad you're okay.

I read about partial fails a lot because apparently many people can't find the right spot in order to pass out.
Yeah, that seems to be the main issue with partial.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

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Jul 7, 2021
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Omg! Close call! Yeah when I attempted I was loosing It very fast too. I would say 5 or a bit more seconds, no more than 10 before I started to loose It. I backed off due to SI. Glad that you did not die during test run. Please be careful a >~<'
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I have never attempted hanging as it sounds like a risky method, I am scared of it going wrong and ending up with damage. To me, overall hanging sounds like an awful way to leave this world. I am sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and thank you for sharing your experience. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Nov 22, 2018
850
I'm glad that you're okay now, tho I'm sorry that your suffering so badly. One of the best videos on how to do partial easily & Correctly is on YouTube and called "how the the choking game really kills". They explain how playing with nooses & ropes can be dangerous (what a surprise), but they give very explicit directions on what not to do if you don't wanna die almost instantly, "by accident" when "experimenting with ropes & nooses".. it's an odd video. But the demo provides, imo the best instructions I've seen yet on how to do partial in way that will likely result in your death, in the quickest time. I agree tho, it's a painful method & i don't think for me.
 
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Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
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Tried partial but never was close to fainting. I understand finding the sweet spot would help. But how much pressure actually needed to faint? It would be more encouraging and less brutal to go through this if it could happen as quickly and peacefuly as you guys decribed.
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I'm glad that you're okay now, tho I'm sorry that your suffering so badly. One of the best videos on how to do partial easily & Correctly is on YouTube and called "how the the choking game really kills". They explain how playing with nooses & ropes can be dangerous (what a surprise), but they give very explicit directions on what not to do if you don't wanna die almost instantly, "by accident" when "experimenting with ropes & nooses".. it's an odd video. But the demo provides, imo the best instructions I've seen yet on how to do partial in way that will likely result in your death, in the quickest time. I agree tho, it's a painful method & i don't think for me.
That video make it seems so easy and fast. I remember when I watch it thinking "oh i can def go past this and do it" Tried in several occasions and not even close to fainting.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
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I have never attempted hanging as it sounds like a risky method, I am scared of it going wrong and ending up with damage. To me, overall hanging sounds like an awful way to leave this world. I am sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and thank you for sharing your experience. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Have you attempted other methods?
 
Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
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Damn. I was thinking of testing it, and then i saw this. I will still try anyway
My English is not that good, so i'm sorry for my grammar mistakes.

My experience with partial hanging.

A few months ago, i would say maybe 2 months. I was testing the right place and position to do partial hanging. I decided that the window of my room would be a good place. Then with my belt around my neck right in the sweet spot, i let my body fall to see if it was all good, but i presume that i lost my senses and a good bit of consciousness almost immediately, because the next thing i can remember is hearing a loud sound of a metal hitting the wall (the medal of my belt went flying like a bullet) and i was also having a lot of seizures, my arms were shaking and i couldn't control my body. At this time i was not even aware of what was going on, my perception of time and space was terrible. There was also a very weird sound in my ears, like when you cover them with something like your hands. 10 to 15 seconds after the belt broke i recovered my consciousness completely and realized what just happened. it was also very painless, i didn't felt anything to be honest.

Well, that's my experience. Very weird one to be fair. if it wasn't for the belt you wouldn't be reading my experience. 🤣😐

I'm still trying to understand how quickly i lost my consciousness after letting my body fall. it usually takes 5 to 7 seconds for me to lose consciousness. Maybe it has to do with the amount of pressure idk.
Btw OP. There's a lot of factors that can make you fall instantly like you did. Syncope from vagus nerve reflex, and there's probably more...
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,997
Have you attempted other methods?
Even know ctb is basically all I think about, no I have not attempted. I'm too fearful of failing and ending up with some kind of damage, and also many of the other methods are not as easily accessible as hanging to even attempt them in the first place. But obviously if I had something like N I would already be long gone.
 
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swanlife

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Oct 5, 2022
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I feel more and more that this will be my method. Very quick unconscious.
How big is the risk of just getting brain damage? No one would find me in my apartment, so i could only safe myself by waking up.
 
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don't want it

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Dec 14, 2022
99
At full hanging, it falls quickly or quietly?
 

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