Venting am I evil or just dumb

[hikikomori]

I'm really bad at talking to people. like Evan in HS my conversations were pretty one sided with me nodding my head or me explaining something but now as my narciciesm increasesi find it Evan harder to talk to people I don't mean irl I mean just even texting for more than 5 minutes I get bored or I feel like I'm not contributing and then people leave like always I usually kill the box like 5 times a day please no feelgood comments they help they do but I don't want help I want it to hurt. when ppl tell thier issues I can't really help much I usually give generic advice, try to relate to it, give meaning less hugs and hearts (I like receiving them alot but I don't think other ppl do it dosnt help them ) none of these are good I don't know what it's like in alot of ppls situation? do I distract people how do I adress it talking is hard that's why I almost never talk irl. this is the 4th vent I've done this month and it's my way of screaming.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm pretty bad at communicating myself. I don't think you're evil or dumb. You're just socially awkward. At some level I do think we're broken, compared to the median human being.

I've managed to improve over time, though, mostly by emulating other humans. It helps :)

 

[worldexploder]

Evil people don't care if they are evil and dumb people are too dumb to ask themeselves if they are.

You are not evil or dumb. You seem very intelligent and nice. I know how hard it is too communicatie when you're miserable.

 

[The Blackangel]

Trust me, you are no where near evil. Just bad at communication.

 

[weedoge]

I'm really bad at talking to people. like Evan in HS my conversations were pretty one sided with me nodding my head or me explaining something but now as my narciciesm increasesi find it Evan harder to talk to people I don't mean irl I mean just even texting for more than 5 minutes I get bored or I feel like I'm not contributing and then people leave like always I usually kill the box like 5 times a day please no feelgood comments they help they do but I don't want help I want it to hurt. when ppl tell thier issues I can't really help much I usually give generic advice, try to relate to it, give meaning less hugs and hearts (I like receiving them alot but I don't think other ppl do it dosnt help them ) none of these are good I don't know what it's like in alot of ppls situation? do I distract people how do I adress it talking is hard that's why I almost never talk irl. this is the 4th vent I've done this month and it's my way of screaming.

You don't kill the box lol you're overthinking it definitely, we don't mind really. Sometimes people just have things to do for a few minutes!

 

[hikikomori]

i just want somone to say yes just a quote that says yes it would hurt so bad but feel good