strawberrygirl
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- Jan 12, 2020
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This is a conversation that sparked from a quote I posted "part of what makes suicide seems devastating for those left behind is that it is framed as a tragic, preventable loss rather than the lucky escape of a miserable person."
Sis: Everything ok?
Me: ok ok.. just thoughts
Sis: Sounds not so good
Sis: Don't think by yourself
Sis: Just share with people
Me: i stumbled upon antinatalism recently and i realised that my thoughts have aligned with it for a long time, thus the thoughts
en.m.wikipedia.org
Sis: I don't really understand
Sis: You just got to come back into the real world and stop living in your shell
Me: the real world is even worse..
Sis: How do you know
Sis: You have been in your own world for too long
Sis: Can't hide forever
Me: real world when I was at my old job? when i was in school, working at the cafe? i think my world feels realer now
Sis: What's your real world?
Sis: Every human has got issues
Sis: Challenges they meet in life
Sis: Just got work around it
Me: my real world is when I am not escaping into work or running away from home or family
Sis: You just got to learn to deal
Sis: Start planning what you want to do
Sis: You already did both
Me: yup not doing those now that's why i'm feeling that my world is realer
Sis: But what's next
Sis: Did you share with your boyfriend?
Sis: Since you talk to him most
Me: nope
Sis: Why don't you share with him and see what he thinks?
Me: i know he doesn't feel the same and it will become like an intellectual debate which will make me feel defeated and withdrawn so i'd rather not for the time being
Sis: But he's also in his own world
Me: it's a different world
Apparently.. I am not in the 'real world'..?
Sis: Everything ok?
Me: ok ok.. just thoughts
Sis: Sounds not so good
Sis: Don't think by yourself
Sis: Just share with people
Me: i stumbled upon antinatalism recently and i realised that my thoughts have aligned with it for a long time, thus the thoughts
Antinatalism - Wikipedia
Sis: I don't really understand
Sis: You just got to come back into the real world and stop living in your shell
Me: the real world is even worse..
Sis: How do you know
Sis: You have been in your own world for too long
Sis: Can't hide forever
Me: real world when I was at my old job? when i was in school, working at the cafe? i think my world feels realer now
Sis: What's your real world?
Sis: Every human has got issues
Sis: Challenges they meet in life
Sis: Just got work around it
Me: my real world is when I am not escaping into work or running away from home or family
Sis: You just got to learn to deal
Sis: Start planning what you want to do
Sis: You already did both
Me: yup not doing those now that's why i'm feeling that my world is realer
Sis: But what's next
Sis: Did you share with your boyfriend?
Sis: Since you talk to him most
Me: nope
Sis: Why don't you share with him and see what he thinks?
Me: i know he doesn't feel the same and it will become like an intellectual debate which will make me feel defeated and withdrawn so i'd rather not for the time being
Sis: But he's also in his own world
Me: it's a different world
Apparently.. I am not in the 'real world'..?
