And Im sure I wont ever know

[Surai]

And Ill stay there in defeat from all the beating life has done to myself to bring me to this situation where I raise my hands in pathetic desperation, with tears swelling my eyes morphing my face to the helplessness of my existence saying: Why? Why did it have to be like this?

 

[Animaniax]

I want to read a short story of that. Feels familiar