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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

Student
Dec 17, 2021
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I hesitate to say I'm better, because that tempts fate and I know deep down I'll end up miserable with suicidal ideation again. But today is the first day of March, it's a beautiful sunny early spring day, and my mood has lifted significantly. Even as late as last night I was in a terrible mood as my boyfriend pissed me off. Yet today I'm full of the joys of spring.

It's my favourite season, full of hope and promise. I have known for a long time my depression is mainly seasonal. Maybe if today was still cold, dark and gloomy, I'd still be hiding under my covers in bed. I actually feel guilty for being here, where so many people are suffering. I'm sticking around for a while but focusing on the positives for as long as I can.

You are all beautiful souls and I wish you all the love, peace and happiness in the world. If I could bottle how I feel today, I'd give you all a piece of it. Bless you.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

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Sep 1, 2018
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Solidarity and go well comrade, in the event that you need to fully extricate yourself from this site and never return may l wish you the very best.
 
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DisillusionedDragon

DisillusionedDragon

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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

Student
Dec 17, 2021
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Solidarity and go well comrade, in the event that you need to fully extricate yourself from this site and never return may l wish you the very best.

Solidarity to you always, my friend. Keep on fighting the good fight. Love to you.

Aw thank you, that's so sweet :)
I hope you have a beautiful springtime! šŸŒ·

You too! Thank you so much xxx
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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AWESOME!!! May the beautiful spring flowers bring you a lot of smiles and happy experiences. My 2 favorite seasons is spring and summer. Living in the Midwest of the U.S., this last 3 months was the coldest in over 8 years. So, so glad to have March here.

you are a caring and kind soul. Really love having you here, just beautiful!

Walter
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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You are an angel, wish you all the best in life. You deserve it. A big hug.
 
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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

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Dec 17, 2021
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Thanks Walter and Sherri. You, and everyone here are such wonderful people.

I knew I was tempting fate by posting about being happy. My boyfriend has just ditched me in the most cowardly way. Not a word, just blocked everywhere. I guess it was on the cards, but it's still devastating.

Good grief, FML, honestly.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Thanks Walter and Sherri. You, and everyone here are such wonderful people.

I knew I was tempting fate by posting about being happy. My boyfriend has just ditched me in the most cowardly way. Not a word, just blocked everywhere. I guess it was on the cards, but it's still devastating.

Good grief, FML, honestly.
You are a kind soul, the world needs more people like you, no meed to thank me, I feel honoured by your reply :heart:
 
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whywere

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Thanks Walter and Sherri. You, and everyone here are such wonderful people.

I knew I was tempting fate by posting about being happy. My boyfriend has just ditched me in the most cowardly way. Not a word, just blocked everywhere. I guess it was on the cards, but it's still devastating.

Good grief, FML, honestly.
Like @Sherri so eloquently said, that you are a kind soul. This world needs more folks like you, who make each and every day so much brighter, better and helpful towards others and yourself.

You are a really good friend and without you here, I would have an empty spot in me. We are all together and I care about you deeply.

Sorry, but I have worn my heart on my sleeve over 65 years and that is not going to change.

Lots of hugs, sunny skies and the knowledge that you are loved and very important.

Walter
 
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Foresight

Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
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I hope the spring can continue to lift you. I'm sorry things took a turn later. Not all our suffering has a purpose but perhaps this season needed to wash out the old.
 
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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

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Dec 17, 2021
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I hope the spring can continue to lift you. I'm sorry things took a turn later. Not all our suffering has a purpose but perhaps this season needed to wash out the old.

Thank you. I appreciate your words. May your days be kindly blessed.
 
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