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Lavínia

Lavínia

plalace
Feb 19, 2024
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I drank, I felt my head getting light.
- That's all it does, inhibiting some senses. Your sleep, tranquility and muscular calm are probably just the result of placebo.
Yes, the mental construction of years of media and gossip about alcoholism. I wanted to cut myself more. I wanted to burn myself more. I wanted to scream more. I wanted to smoke.
- A wave of thousands of myriads of wolves, howling and fornicating, giving more life. A wolf eats its own leg, reproduces, more life. A wolf eats its brother's head, bursting the skull with its teeth, reproduces with the headless body, more life. This is smoke, this is vaporized chemistry.
I saw cases, I helped. I saw more cases, I helped. I saw, I analyzed, I stopped. I spoke, I talked. I analyzed, I spoke, I forwarded. I thought, I got frustrated. I thought more, I did, I got frustrated. He doesn't listen, he doesn't listen. He continues not listening, he continues not listening. I thought, analyzed, calculated, questioned, affirmed, reviewed, thought, spoke and laughed, got frustrated, got angry, thought, thought.
- How many pieces of a puzzle can you put together? See in children's games and play, leisure prisons, a goal. "I found myself", "I'm going to do this to think now". The creature, when so thirsty for death, seeks dirt, mud to lick. The mud will save, it saves everyone.
Am I alive to play puzzles? 150 pieces, childish. Childish. Am I alive to see my ex again? I no longer feel, I no longer feel for him, need, affection or love. Am I alive to go to college? I don't want to meet anyone else, I don't want to talk, I don't want to learn. I'm alive. I'm alive. I got frustrated. I'm alive. I talked, listened and talked again, I explained, I got frustrated, I got angry, I got so angry. I got so tired.
 

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