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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
346
My anxiety is really bad right now,I am going through a break up and it is completely taking over my mind. My throat keeps getting dry and constricting and I keep gagging,I have lost 12 pounds in just over a week and I am so incredibly sad.

I dont know how much more of this I can take. Does anybody have any advice other than the usual "give it time" or "force yourself to work on you" because right now I cant physically or mentally do anything. If I had a gun I would have CTB already,the noose I rigged up a few days ago is looking more and more attractive.

Please help me.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
I think I know how you feel.
I usually take benzos like xanax or something like that to calm myself. It's just a temporary solution...
I'm struggling with it as well and idk what else I could do.
Hugs!! :hug::hug::heart:
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
346
I think I know how you feel.
I usually take benzos like xanax or something like that to calm myself. It's just a temporary solution...
I'm struggling with it as well and idk what else I could do.
Hugs!! :hug::hug::heart:
I would love a little benzo break right now but unfortunately I am unable to get hold of any.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
Have you tried escapism? Burying yourself in your favorite media can be a good cope.
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
346
Have you tried escapism? Burying yourself in your favorite media can be a good cope.
Yes,thats pretty much all I have done. I need to get up and do something rather than sitting here with my thoughts but it feels so pointless and I have 0 energy. I was actually feeling slightly better yesterday but my unoncious mind decided to torture me with horrible dreams last night so today I woke up feeling worse than I have for a while.
 
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