0kcomputer
he/they, neurodivergent dude
- Oct 27, 2024
- 22
Didn't really know where else to put this and I feel like im alone on this, no matter how any other forums I look at.
I have a deep interest in Radiohead, think about them 24/7, listen to all the other projects, collected almost every vinyl, got photocards made of Thom that I carry everywhere, etc.
But I will make myself not watch videos or completely engage in my interest because I'm so scared of making myself happy and having things to talk about because I just never shut the fuck up!
I really don't want to become more passionate about it because I listen to their music 24/7 and it's already annoying, so I don't want to annoy anyone else more but me researching and getting excited and rambling. I just hate myself everytime I speak about my interests because I never shut up.
Does anyone else feel the same about their interests? Is it just me???
I have a deep interest in Radiohead, think about them 24/7, listen to all the other projects, collected almost every vinyl, got photocards made of Thom that I carry everywhere, etc.
But I will make myself not watch videos or completely engage in my interest because I'm so scared of making myself happy and having things to talk about because I just never shut the fuck up!
I really don't want to become more passionate about it because I listen to their music 24/7 and it's already annoying, so I don't want to annoy anyone else more but me researching and getting excited and rambling. I just hate myself everytime I speak about my interests because I never shut up.
Does anyone else feel the same about their interests? Is it just me???
I try my very best to not talk about my interests to new people and while I know this might make me look boring as shit it's better for me than going in circles about the same thing for 2 hours because I can and will do that if not stopped lol. Don't wanna come off as too annoying
