Any plans before you cbt?

[Mr. Bill]

I plan on being carefree during my days before the deed. That and I need to cut ties with everyone important, hopefully to make things less painful when I actually go through. I feel bad for my family and friends, but this is the only way out. I hate my life and always have.

 

[Bruja]

After doing the important stuff like rehoming my pets and writing notes, I'd like to rewatch the Harry Potter series one last time.

 

[Eden2k]

I plan to also rehome my fur baby (cat) I don't intend on leaving a note to love ones, for them to read over and over, but never being able to fully understand and accept why I have done what I have done. I do plan to contact my local newspaper beforehand and tell them all about how mental health services have failed me and will continue to fail others long after I am gone. On the day I will ctb, I plan to have something nice to eat. Then head to already booked hotel. Take a long hot shower. Take all my meds that I have stockpiled (anti-psychotics, anti-depressants, mood stabilisers and plenty of sleeping pills. I don't drink alcohol, but may make an exception. Probably listen to some old tunes that I have great memories associated too. Leave my ID on the side table, lay down and hope for the best.

 

[worldexploder]

I don't have anything special laid out. I would like to drink whiskey or vodka one last time.

 

[stargazer]

No. Only to make sure I've allowed myself plenty of time to avoid interruption or any variables that I can think of and plan b's c's. And probably at the moment right just before, scribbling a rough note, probably no more than a page. I haven't the time or the risk for a long essay.

 

[Paulsmith]

Nope.