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LoverofDeath

LoverofDeath

Member
Aug 11, 2018
91
So I've been smoking for more than a week now. It's been on and off really. I smoked 4 cigarettes all at once three days ago. I heard that you will start craving cigarettes once you start smoking them or you can start to get addicted. I haven't felt any cravings though especially the day after I smoke. When do the cravings start to kick in?
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
I used to smoke cigs sometimes ive never been able to get addicted to them though or even crave them the taste actually eventually gets to me and I stop smoking. Right now though ive gotten into vaping which is much more enjoyable then cigs.
 
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LoverofDeath

LoverofDeath

Member
Aug 11, 2018
91
I used to smoke cigs sometimes ive never been able to get addicted to them though or even crave them the taste actually eventually gets to me and I stop smoking. Right now though ive gotten into vaping which is much more enjoyable then cigs.

I actually got the black devil cigarettes, not sure if you've heard of them. I got them in chocolate and the special flavour (vanilla). I wish I had bought vape pens! I used to smoke shisha pens a few years ago and they were good too!
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
I actually got the black devil cigarettes, not sure if you've heard of them. I got them in chocolate and the special flavour (vanilla). I wish I had bought vapes too! I used to smoke shisha pens and they were good.
nope never heard of them flavored cigarettes are banned in the US but I love vaping because of all the flavors they have.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Currently smoking a pack a day
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
I actually got the black devil cigarettes, not sure if you've heard of them. I got them in chocolate and the special flavour (vanilla). I wish I had bought vape pens! I used to smoke shisha pens a few years ago and they were good too!
Lol they have a lot better stuff now then shisha pens Although i dont really recommend smok vape products I have a smok mag and a smok stick prince which is decent. The flavors you can get are endless. I used to smoke a hookah a long time ago but this pretty much replaced me ever firing up a hookah although they have a vape attachment for hookahs now.
 
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Nzbeelover

Nzbeelover

Student
Jul 1, 2018
100
So I've been smoking for more than a week now. It's been on and off really. I smoked 4 cigarettes all at once three days ago. I heard that you will start craving cigarettes once you start smoking them or you can start to get addicted. I haven't felt any cravings though especially the day after I smoke. When do the cravings start to kick in?
Be smart and never start smoking.. don't aim for a ciggarette addiction
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I picked up the habit last week under a period of heavy stress, but only have one in the evenings, if that, they're the Marlboro Silvers as I am a cig virgin.

So yeah, I smoke them in the car as I think it looks cool/ego/insecurity thing about me. I do like the smell afterwards though they sting your throat and eyes if you're not used to them as is the case with me. I plan to stop after I'm done with this pack, it's a nasty habit and I don't want to increase my risk of cancer, but they are fun I won't lie.
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
Because of my parents and the smell of cigarettes, I usually go for nicotine lozenges, gum. I've yet to try the patch.

When I try the lozenges or gum, I usually first suck on EMLA cream to numb my mouth and throat so that I can chew the nicotine gum and get maximum euphoria.
 
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Lowri

Lowri

Member
Jun 19, 2018
88
I used to smoke rolling tobacco aswell as normal cigarettes. I looked like a ghoul and my fingers (the two you use to hold the cigarette) were brown and nasty looking. I transitioned to vaping and from there I managed to quit. It was very very hard for me to quit, towards the end when I tried to stop buying cigarettes I starting squeezing out the tobacco that was leftover in cigarette butts and rolled new cigarettes from that. My god that was so nasty.

I haven't smoked or vaped for over 3 years now, but I still find the smell of tobacco delicious.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
So I've been smoking for more than a week now. It's been on and off really. I smoked 4 cigarettes all at once three days ago. I heard that you will start craving cigarettes once you start smoking them or you can start to get addicted. I haven't felt any cravings though especially the day after I smoke. When do the cravings start to kick in?

I thought I was immune from cig addiction when first starting, then you start craving them in stressful situations, then before you know it your hooked, probably took about a year, I've managed to quit for 5 years, then went to Vapes, back to cigs ect then suicide website
 
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Finally

Member
Aug 14, 2018
5
I smoke for a few weeks at a time, then quit for a few months. I may *want* one, but I don't ever really crave them or feel like I need one.
 
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cccitrus

cccitrus

i just want death and
Aug 14, 2018
40
i smoke since about 4 years now, not everyday tho
it's fuccing disgusting actually but-
who wants to grow old? not me
 
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cccitrus

cccitrus

i just want death and
Aug 14, 2018
40
I picked up the habit last week under a period of heavy stress, but only have one in the evenings, if that, they're the Marlboro Silvers as I am a cig virgin.

So yeah, I smoke them in the car as I think it looks cool/ego/insecurity thing about me. I do like the smell afterwards though they sting your throat and eyes if you're not used to them as is the case with me. I plan to stop after I'm done with this pack, it's a nasty habit and I don't want to increase my risk of cancer, but they are fun I won't lie.

yeah. it's pretty disgusting and just fucks up your body from the inside, which isn't a cool thing
i still think it's rad tho and won't stop. and i think it's hard to quit even for people who aren't addicted and smoke 3 times a week
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
You guys
yeah. it's pretty disgusting and just fucks up your body from the inside, which isn't a cool thing
i still think it's rad tho and won't stop. and i think it's hard to quit even for people who aren't addicted and smoke 3 times a week
should try vaping and if it isn't strong enough try nicotine salts in vape
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Ohh it's cigarettes.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
yeah. it's pretty disgusting and just fucks up your body from the inside, which isn't a cool thing
i still think it's rad tho and won't stop. and i think it's hard to quit even for people who aren't addicted and smoke 3 times a week
Definitely, I'm having one in the evening as a sort of psychological reward and I think it looks cool, makes me feel like I look more intelligent as to me it seems to imply a sort of worldiness, maturity, and/or cynicism which I personally equate to intelligence, I think that's what I'm trying to say. But yeah I agree they look cool, and it makes me feel organized for some reason, sharpens my mind for a bit I think. And as someone else mentioned, they kind of taste nice, or there's an aftertaste, just don't overdo it I figure but there's this one guy who's 112 (purportedly) the oldest WWII vet and smokes cigars and drinks whiskey. He's at least 90 so yeah, I figure healthy people get cancer and smokers sometimes never do, it's a crap shoot <3 So I enjoy that little edgy feeling too.
 
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Destin

Destin

Member
Aug 15, 2018
32
I've smoked on and off for years. It's enjoyable. I've been able to stop whenever I felt like it which is surprising because I have an addictive type personality and I'm super impulsive. I think all that is just off set by the fact that I can't commit to anything.

I think I'm pretty done for good aside from maybe the occasional treat. I want to die but I don't want wrinkles. lmao.

*Ah. Yes, my schizophrenic symptoms were flaring up recently and I did have a bit of a craving.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I've smoked on and off for years. It's enjoyable. I've been able to stop whenever I felt like it which is surprising because I have an addictive type personality and I'm super impulsive. I think all that is just off set by the fact that I can't commit to anything.

I think I'm pretty done for good aside from maybe the occasional treat. I want to die but I don't want wrinkles. lmao.

*Ah. Yes, my schizophrenic symptoms were flaring up recently and I did have a bit of a craving.

Are you me? Lol xD
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Pack a day for 12 years, unfortunately.
It doesn't start with a craving, it becomes a habit, which leads to craving, in my experience.
 
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Pegasus

Pegasus

Experienced
Dec 15, 2018
258
Not tobacco, just weed.
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
Pack and a half a day, wish I could smoke weed. None of that crazy shit though, wow no. No more high potency pharma grade 35% this and 31% that, no I'm still not right
 
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CJM

Experienced
Jul 13, 2018
246
Gave up, the prices of smokes were increasing every year so last year I stopped and did some research on a vape that resembles a smoke and I've taken that up. Was never a heavy smoker unless I drank, a pack of 20s would last me 3 days.
 
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