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ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

Experienced
May 18, 2020
219
i lost my twin before we turned a year old
it hurts so much because he's my other half and my best friend and my brother and the person i was supposed to spend my whole life with and my partner in crime and i need him and he's gone
can anyone else relate? it's the biggest reason i need to kill myself
i can''t take life without him
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
I'm so sorry for your pain. Did you know that Elvis had a twin that was still born at birth with him? It was a huge pain for him too.
 
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ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

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May 18, 2020
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I'm so sorry for your pain. Did you know that Elvis had a twin that was still born at birth with him? It was a huge pain for him too.
I have heard that, yes. I feel bad for him, it's something no one should ever go through
 
Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
622
I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I am a twin myself and can't imagine losing that part of me. We're identical but she hasn't left the house besides for mandatory classes in 10 years. Suffers from severe anorexia and OCD so I feel like I've "lost her" in a way while not in the same circumstances.
 
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C_F

C_F

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Jul 31, 2019
241
Your twin brother would not want you to feel this way...

I'd imagine he'd want you to flourish in this life and to reunite afterward, to be together again.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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That is so sad. I'm sorry.
 
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ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

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May 18, 2020
219
I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I am a twin myself and can't imagine losing that part of me. We're identical but she hasn't left the house besides for mandatory classes in 10 years. Suffers from severe anorexia and OCD so I feel like I've "lost her" in a way while not in the same circumstances.
I have anorexia too so I can understand how much it hurts loved ones. I'm so sorry. I hope she can get to a better place.
I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I am a twin myself and can't imagine losing that part of me. We're identical but she hasn't left the house besides for mandatory classes in 10 years. Suffers from severe anorexia and OCD so I feel like I've "lost her" in a way while not in the same circumstances.
if you need to process it i'll be here
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
799
I am so sorry for your loss, and all the suffering it has caused you. :hug:
 
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