Venting any uni students stressing out over finals?

[apearl]

I've been sleep deprived for the past week because im constantly freaking out over work I procrastinated. Even when I give myself time to sleep it takes forever to fall asleep and I wake up after a couple hours. I got multiple long esssays due all within days of eachother. And some tests I haven't studied for also. Currently putting off an essay I told myself I would finish today. Its not even like I'm enjoying myself when I procrastinate, the last month of procrastination I spend every moment beating myself up for not being productive.

It would be nice to hear that there are others struggling through finals too, its all I have been thinking about recently.

 

[crescentmoonisland]

we're on the exact same boat here. i can't stop procrastinating for the life of me, it's insane. i feel like such a fuck up. spent the whole day doing absolutely nothing when i had all the time in the world to work on my finals. i wish i did something i like when procrastinating, like writing for example, but instead i just lie around like a bum scrolling on the internet, telling myself i should start working on it. i keep worrying about it, but its like im paralyzed and i cant really work on it until its too late. and when i finally work on them, i crumble under stress because there's just so much work piling up on top of each other. its driving me crazy. i'm getting sick of it all.

but depression + university is a horrible combo and its incredibly difficult to keep up with your studies when you're depressed, so don't beat yourself up too much. my uni doesn't allow repeating a year, but maybe yours can. you can always repeat a year if your procrastination issues get worse. and, if not, i have no idea how the system works in your country, but perhaps you can catch up next semester.

 

[SwanLakeDance]

Me, my final just passed and my score is shit. i felt like i fucked up and i literally spent the whole day. even week doing nothing, i had all the time in the world to read the textbooks but i was too lazy to read and focus on it, i just ended up laying on bed doing nothing and now i'm stressed out seeing my scores being so fucked lol, i feel ashamed and couldn't blame anyone but myself tbh, having depression and being in university feel like it's stomping me way way harder than when i was in highschool. its suck to know that if you fucked up here, your whole future is finished.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

My first exam is on Monday and I'm pretty sure I'll probably end up failing it as I haven't watched the lectures yet.

 

[pollux]

Only two more to go, so I'm pretty chill right now to be honest.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

My first exam is on Monday and I'm pretty sure I'll probably end up failing it as I haven't watched the lectures yet.

Good luck

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Good luck

Thanks

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Yes

 

[badomen]

I'm deliberately missing out on finals in order to fail my classes, fuck up my GPA, and sabotage any hope of having a normal life from here on out.

Not that I would've done well had I tried lmao. I had a rough start to the year, and decided to skip out on midterms because I thought that I was going to finish with a piss-poor GPA anyways. I stopped going to lectures altogether as well, and have just been leeching off my benefits as a student at the campus—free gym membership, free Wi-Fi, etc.

I really shouldn't say, "The grapes are sour anyway," though—I'm quite dumb and male-brained for having done this, since I came to my university on a scholarship and had an internship waiting for me had I kept my academics up. Really just a grand waste of potential on my part, but I guess that's just natural selection at play.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

I can't even bring myself to work on my papers, despite the overload of stress that I have about them.