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It's been like this for years to me. For me the "darkness" is a description for my depression, anxiety, psychosis etc. that I'm dealing with that makes my mind dark and clouded btw. Although for you it can be something completely different if you will. Anybody else feel this way? I'm so tired of it tbh. I just want to be free...
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It's been like this for years to me. For me the "darkness" is a description for my depression, anxiety, psychosis etc. that I'm dealing with that makes my mind dark and clouded btw. Although for you it can be something completely different if you will. Anybody else feel this way? I'm so tired of it tbh. I just want to be free...
Yeah, I see life itself as darkness and death as the freedom from the darkness. I want to be free but I can't because of how heavily restricted suicide methods are
Definetly feels dark. Especially considering that I'm losing blocks of time since when my anxiety gets high i start to dissociate and chunks of my day are just missing, or brain fog is so bad I don't remember what I did an hour ago. A lot of my memory is just.. dark.
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For me, it's more just reluctance of slogging through life and a massive amount of resentment at having to do so paired with frustration that I feel trapped here (as in, I don't want to CTB while my Dad is still alive.) I do get very unhappy too but the more common emotion is just feeling utterly pissed off with it all and exhausted.
I don't know that I feel utterly trapped. I think you have to change things in life to effect changes in your mood. That can be incredibly difficult but, it's possible. For me, it feels more like I've tried out plenty of things and none really worked. I'm currently doing what for me is the best out of a lot of worse options but, it still doesn't feel worth it. So, I suppose I feel trapped by feeling like I simply can't make life work for me.
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Yes. Very often I feel like dead leaves just blowing through life. I feel the sun on my skin and I get through the day. But nothing pierced through to the core of me. And just like you can't revive a dead leaf, I don't know how to revive myself either.
It's been like this for years to me. For me the "darkness" is a description for my depression, anxiety, psychosis etc. that I'm dealing with that makes my mind dark and clouded btw. Although for you it can be something completely different if you will. Anybody else feel this way? I'm so tired of it tbh. I just want to be free...
I feel less in the dark and more closed in. Not so much a cage as a wildlife reserve. I can roam, but not very far… Obligations and laws get in the way.
As much as I appreciate modern conveniences, I often just want to walk. Walk out on the prairie, away from people, roads, fences, family, and cars, beyond phonecalls and light pollution, and just sit and run and do whatever in a great flat neverending expanse of grass waving in the wind
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