
StrugglingSienna
Suffering trans girl
- Mar 16, 2025
- 71
First, I know you're immediately going to tell me that life insurance policies have suicide exemptions. You're right, but based on my research, here in Texas and the rest of the US, the suicide exemptions lapse after 2 years in Texas, 2-3 years in the rest of the US. Meaning, if you're a young, "healthy" person like me in the US, you would be able to take out an affordable life insurance policy with a large death benefit, and, as long as you're able to push back your ctb date by 2-3 years, you can then ctb my any means you wish, leave a suicide note, etc, and they will have to pay out anyways.
I don't know if I can stand living for another 2 years, but I don't know, if I can then this would make me feel quite at peace with my death. I was taught in the Boy Scouts to leave a place better than I found it, and while I will still destroy my family emotionally no matter what, I could at least leave enough money to put my parents into early retirement, put my little brother through college, give him enough money to buy a starter home, and then there will still be plenty of $100 bills left over for them to all wipe their tears off with.
Maybe I'm being naïve. Maybe they will still find a way to deny my death benefit even if I follow the law and the policy to the letter. But this idea sounds pretty fucking tempting to me.
I don't know if I can stand living for another 2 years, but I don't know, if I can then this would make me feel quite at peace with my death. I was taught in the Boy Scouts to leave a place better than I found it, and while I will still destroy my family emotionally no matter what, I could at least leave enough money to put my parents into early retirement, put my little brother through college, give him enough money to buy a starter home, and then there will still be plenty of $100 bills left over for them to all wipe their tears off with.
Maybe I'm being naïve. Maybe they will still find a way to deny my death benefit even if I follow the law and the policy to the letter. But this idea sounds pretty fucking tempting to me.