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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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I hate my parents so much, they abused me and neglected me and caused me a lot of suffering in my life. I'll write in my will that i don't want any of them to be involved in my burial.
I need to express my resentment, anger and hatred towards them. I want them to know that I am never satisfied with them, especially my parents. They have committed crimes against me and my hatred for them is beyond description/ Indescribable.

Anyone else feel the same and can relate to this?

I don't feel guilty or evil for doing that because what they did to me is enough to deserve public execution. If I could take revenge, I would take the most severe revenge I could.

They will not even be guilt tripped bc they don't care about me.
 
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prettyclam

Member
Nov 29, 2024
7
That's relatable. I don't want a funeral, burial, or any ceremony either purely because of my parents. I'm hoping they just cremate me then pour my ashes into the sewers or something. I'd rather that happen than for them to fake grieve at my funeral. That's not enough to express my hatred though, so my method of revenge will be calling them out in my suicide note šŸ˜­
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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If I manage to hang on until my Dad goes first, I intend to pre-pay for direct cremation. In my case, it's more that I don't want people to feel obliged to travel 100's of miles for my funeral. I kind of doubt anyone would anyway so, it would be such a waste.
 
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voir2

Member
Nov 6, 2024
85
I do not know if that's insane but I would like to disapear without anything more.
The nearest reasonable thing would be a cremation without ceremony.
 
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Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,043
I do not know if that's insane but I would like to disapear without anything more.
The nearest reasonable thing would be a cremation without ceremony.
Yes I agree, I wish I could be cremated too but that is not allowed where I live unfortunately.
 
fishlover

fishlover

in the end, nothing matters
Sep 17, 2023
143
i dont have a good relationship with my mom and im not close to most of my family. thinking about it, it feels awkward to imagine them at any sort of funeral of mine. i probably wouldnt exclude them outright, but to avoid everything i think i just wanna get cremated. id probably write in my will to not have a funeral but if they do anyway, its whatever at that point. as long as im cremated i probably wont care. i just dont want them to see my body in any way at all.
 
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ecniv

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Dec 25, 2021
1
I don't even want a funeral. I want to be forgotten as soon as possible after my life ends.
 
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CatLvr

Elementalist
Aug 1, 2024
800
The only person who cares about me at all is my son. I'd be perfectly happy if they just tossed me off a cliff somewhere and called it good. I certainly don't want him spending money on me after I'm gone. I'd rather he and his family take a nice vacation with that money.
 
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
208
No, i would rather be left alone to rot somewhere else, preferably in a place inaccessible to everyone
 
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hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
142
Here where I live, it is possible to leave a registered letter with last wishes (and smaller payments), which I will use to pay the funeral and burial costs, without a wake.

Because if there was, it would be stated in the letter that my family members would not be able to participate.
 
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angelfeather

Student
Oct 31, 2020
184
I also wouldn't want my mother to attend my funeral (although want a direct cremation) She and my father are the cause of my mental health struggles through abuse and doesn't even acknowledge it. My father is already dead and so she would not be welcome.
 
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Yume Nikki

Yume Nikki

Member
Dec 8, 2024
82
I don't want a funeral, but I can't control if my family chooses to have one for me since they were raised as Catholics. I do hold resentment towards my mom for staying with my alcoholic abusive father though, so it's a complicated situation.

The people I would most definitely not want to attend is anyone from highschool due to the trauma it has inflicted on me, I had a horrid group of stalkers who tried finding all of my socials to continue to harass me after a dispute. They were a shitty awful friend group that even tried to follow me home one day after I left the train. I also had a bunch of rumors spread about me being the weird girl for just being quiet. I don't want to remember those years and I could care less if they grew or changed.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
2,618
No funeral, as per my instructions in my CTB notes
 
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