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WhiskeySolstice

WhiskeySolstice

Tired
Feb 26, 2025
9
Anyone else feel pathetic for lingering? I feel pretty awkward for just existing here and still being in the consideration-phase, especially since I know what my conclusion will eventually be. I know it's one of those things you need to be ready for, but still, wish I'd hurry up with getting the hesitation out of the way.
Anyways. That's me.
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
294
Yeah, same here. Especially because my reason for lingering is stupid and i know that it's stupid and will not come true. Makes me feel really weird.
 
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Atsushi.Ame

Atsushi.Ame

Member
Dec 29, 2024
10
i definitely feel that way sometimes- I think something thats important to remember is that this fourm is an extremely useful tool to have a real, uncensored, and human discussion about cbt. Even if you aren't ready- being able to have this resource- for whatever comfort/purpose it offers you- makes this whole process a bit easier.

Wishing you peace,
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,404
I don't so much feel it as am it.
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
403
I don't so much feel it as am it.
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,142
Personally, no. My reasons for staying are because I don't want it to hurt my Dad. That seems like a good motive for me. Beyond that though, I'm sure I'll be scared. Not sure if I find that pathetic either. I think it's pretty logical to fear painand the unknown.

I probably should feel pathetic that I haven't made a better go of life but, I don't think I care enough to feel pathetic about that either.
 
DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
I feel pathetic for not successfully ctb yet. I've tried and failed more than once and now I want to do it again. I'm confident it'll work this time. (Of course I was the other times too but my method is solid this time). But I'm hesitating. I don't know what I'm waiting for.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,774
I don't know if I feel pathetic, I don't really feel anything anymore
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

Arcanist
Feb 17, 2025
418
Yes. Of course. Especially coming off of a failed attempt. And now that I learn about it, a stupidly failed attempt that probably had little chance of succeeding. Talk about pathetic. And I even have a gun, that makes it way easier and lethal. All I have to do is go retrieve it and just pull the trigger. Simple. But I can't do it. Pathetic to the maximum. Utterly disdainful.
 
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CallmeWill4719

Member
Nov 11, 2024
94
Yeah apparently we are all strong warriors for still being here. Well this warrior gets tired of fighting all the time. Pathetic is definitely a word but most the time it seems like I'm just annoyed that I'm still wasting my time here. It all feels so pointless when it feels like my early death will seem inevitable unless I get lucky and someone takes care of it for me.
 
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Corvette90

Student
Jan 2, 2025
112
Anyone else feel pathetic for lingering? I feel pretty awkward for just existing here and still being in the consideration-phase, especially since I know what my conclusion will eventually be. I know it's one of those things you need to be ready for, but still, wish I'd hurry up with getting the hesitation out of the way.
Anyways. That's me.
💯 😔 feel I should have gone years ago.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,146
Yes, I feel pathetic Im just taking up space. I cant work and can barely do basic tasks and live in my parents basement at 37 years old and have to rely on them . I just lay around all day doom scrolling
 
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Reflection

Reflection

Thank goodness for the good souls
Sep 12, 2024
398
Yes and no. I feel more like a dumbass for essentially torturing myself by staying all this time.
 
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