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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
How do you cope if you can't move?

I mean specifically, not country or city.
 
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moshimoshi

Apr 6, 2024
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Yes, well maybe not hate but strongly dislike. I cope by consuming media from different countries/the place I want to move to. I also completely forget sometimes that I live in this country lol, probably because I don't go out of the house much. Also saving up money very very slowly but surely to move, or fantasizing a lot about moving and imaging what things would be like in a different place. What about you? If you mean about living situation rather than location in the world, I think I'm actually pretty happy with my living situation despite it triggering my PTSD
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Yes, well maybe not hate but strongly dislike. I cope by consuming media from different countries/the place I want to move to. I also completely forget sometimes that I live in this country lol, probably because I don't go out of the house much. Also saving up money very very slowly but surely to move, or fantasizing a lot about moving and imaging what things would be like in a different place. What about you? If you mean about living situation rather than location in the world, I think I'm actually pretty happy with my living situation despite it triggering my PTSD
Mine triggers my PTSD too. It's hell. My landlords complain about me next door but assure me to my face everything is fine. People are awful.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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How do you cope if you can't move?

I mean specifically, not country or city.
My constant suicidal ideation is a coping mechanism in itself. I really hate this country and the house I live in. Getting out of here and becoming independent is very difficult. The economy here is a farce.
 
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dogbreath

dogbreath

Youre not even in the hole, are you?
Feb 13, 2023
118
Hate where i live sm, I don't cope lol I just stay in my room and sleep all day to avoid feeling angry and trapped.
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

death wont return my calls
Mar 20, 2023
642
I live a nightmare that looks mundane. Peel back the rotting vinyl and you'll see all the rot.
 
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halleyscomet

halleyscomet

halley
Mar 26, 2024
307
I do love where I live, but the people here are assholes. I just avoid people where I can, and spend most of my time in the woods.
 
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Daydream Believer

Daydream Believer

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May 3, 2024
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I love living on a tropical island. So, glad I escaped cold rainy northern England. Beautiful sunsets, blue skies, warm seas and emerald jungles.

However, because I am struggling with the thoughts in my head everything at present seems and feels so dark and gloomy.

Yes, I still walk alone on the beaches and through the rainforest but I am hurting deep inside.

I focus on healing my pain and sometimes I do feel better but from nowhere I get hit by yet another wave of despair and confusion. Usually at night but the next morning I wake up and start all over again.

I have withdrawn from the world and live like a hermit as I fight to sort my messed up head out
 
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Abhorrence2

Abhorrence2

Member
May 5, 2024
9
Enough to forget my own language from consuming so much foreign escapism
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
3,278
Hate where i live sm, I don't cope lol I just stay in my room and sleep all day to avoid feeling angry and trapped.
I stay awake to the point my heart rate gets too high. I should sleep more as an escape.
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
561
London is a shithole, I hate it here so much. I really want to escape, I try to go out as little as possible. Fuck Rishi Sunak
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
778
I wish I could move and I don't like it here but I'm unable to move.
 
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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
214
I do yes, I'd still be alone if I lived somewhere else, but if I could at least choose my surroundings that would help out a lot.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

More beast than man
Mar 9, 2024
1,172
I didn't used to but recently I have really started to hate it here. I think it's mostly the people though, so as @halleyscomet suggested, I make a concerted effort to go out during less populated times of day and to take side streets instead of main roads.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I didn't used to but recently I have really started to hate it here. I think it's mostly the people though, so as @halleyscomet suggested, I make a concerted effort to go out during less populated times of day and to take side streets instead of main roads.
What's wrong with them? My landlords are two faced. It feels like psychological abuse. To my face, the noise is fine and at any time of day. Behind my back, occasional bitching.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

More beast than man
Mar 9, 2024
1,172
What's wrong with them? My landlords are two faced. It feels like psychological abuse. To my face, the noise is fine and at any time of day. Behind my back, occasional bitching.
Everything is always "someone else's problem" to them. No respect for their environment.

Also, in my bitterness, I hate seeing them enjoy life.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,369
I hate some parts of where I live, like how expensive everything has gotten, but the weather here really can't be beat when compared to the rest of the world. Traffic is also not as bad as in other parts of California and there's always experimental stuff going on here thanks to being in the Silicon Valley though that has its own pros and cons when it comes to culture and the type of people in the area.
 
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BruceWayne

BruceWayne

Member
Jun 29, 2023
28
London is a shithole, I hate it here so much. I really want to escape, I try to go out as little as possible. Fuck Rishi Sunak
one of the things that contributed to my sadness and loss of faith is how quickly rishi sunak and his party destroyed london in a mere 10-12, years. im not sure how old you are but london was not like this around 2010 times. i grew up in wembley where there was a lot of local businesses and nature places. now i go there and it makes me sick to my stomach
 
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innominesatanas44

innominesatanas44

🇷🇸
Feb 16, 2023
165
Yes. I want to go back to my homeland. I don't hate this country but America is neurotic. It's stressful to live here, everything is out to get you. I met some fucking crazy people, no wonder theres so many serial killers. It doesn't feel like this in my homeland. Why live like a bum in the 1st world when I could have a luxury villa back home secluded in the woods
 
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