UmbraDweller
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- Sep 15, 2023
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I have absolute zero life in real world. All I do is isolate in my room and don't talk to anyone irl except the occasional inevitable encounters with family. I don't leave the house, doing only the necessary. If I never had to eat, shit and piss I'd never leave this room. I talk to couple of people online, play games or watch stuff and that's it. My entire existence dwells online. Usually the same cycle of same crap everyday, because I don't even enjoy anything of it much anymore, it's just routine distractions. If I don't sit by pc I rot in my bed. If I wiped all my devices and deleted all my accounts it could count as a suicide alone by itself. Without those things I would stop existing in a way, only my dead inside physical shell remaining. Feels like I'm already dead.