Anyone else hesitant to ctb because you currently know of someone(s) who will cheer at the news?

[Volatile]

i feel I can't ctb until I move and am a couple years removed from this apartment, I know my shit neighbors would throw a fucking party since according to them I have no right to live in this apartment.

God I hate them

The only consolation would be that whoever moves in next will 100% make their lives hell just by doing ordinary shit around the place. I wish I could see their faces

 

[Miss clefable]

No I have no one and even if I did I wouldn't care because I'm dead

 

[Volatile]

No I have no one and even if I did I wouldn't care because I'm dead

I wish I was able to take comfort in that but I'm extremely concerned with how affairs concerning me will play out after I'm dead. So many variables that will be out of my control

 

[Miss clefable]

I wish I was able to take comfort in that but I'm extremely concerned with how affairs concerning me will play out after I'm dead. So many variables that will be out of my control

I have bad neighbours too they wish me dead and one day I will grant it to them

 

[Volatile]

I have bad neighbours too they wish me dead and one day I will grant it to them

Do you live in an apartment?

 

[Miss clefable]

Do you live in an apartment?

On a boat

 

[Volatile]

On a boat

Like in the ocean?

 

[Miss clefable]

Like in the ocean?

River

 

[Volatile]

River

That's interesting. I didn't know boat living was a thing

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

i had similar thoughts but i came to the conclusion that is stupid and a result of my narcissism

stupid because you will be dead then and therefore little things like this wont matter anymore

stupid because you shouldnt even care what people who dont even like you think of you even if you live...especially when its someone distant like a neighbor


narcissistic because we overestimate the importance we have in others peoples life. your neighbors probably will just be indifferent. they are busy with their own life. a week later someone new will move in and one month later you will be already forgotten.

 

[millefeui]

I would be thrilled if people cheered at my death lmao. Better than being sad. I am a waste of oxygen anyways.

"Fucking bitch finally died YEAAAAAAAAH"

 

[Miss clefable]

I would be thrilled if people cheered at my death lmao. Better than being sad. I am a waste of oxygen anyways.

"Fucking bitch finally died YEAAAAAAAAH"

Pretty much the Same

 

[Made4TV]

Yes.

 

[worldexploder]

Why would you care if they threw a party or not. You would be too dead to care.

 

[Volatile]

Why would you care if they threw a party or not. You would be too dead to care.

Because I don't want my life treated as trash by others

 

[Rocky M]

i feel I can't ctb until I move and am a couple years removed from this apartment, I know my shit neighbors would throw a fucking party since according to them I have no right to live in this apartment.

God I hate them

The only consolation would be that whoever moves in next will 100% make their lives hell just by doing ordinary shit around the place. I wish I could see their faces

Surprisingly, I'd want to kill myself more quickly. However, I doubt this person will hear of my passing, so what's the use? I already failed once when I tried to rush things.

 

[Limbo]

If you are thinking about other people more than your desire to end to pain, maybe there are more issues at hand that you can deal with. I dont give a fuck about how other people think after i die.