GoneAndDirty
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- Sep 6, 2019
- 15
Hi, I'm schizophrenic but I wasn't taking my meds for 6 months or even more because of the secondary effects.
But recently I started college again and since I haven't seen people of my age for a year ( that seemed to be 10 years to be honest ), I'm having psychosis every time I get back home.
And not telling the fact that I can't find myself to talk to anyone because of my paranoïa. Also I couldn't get myself to work because of my psychosis every time I got back home thinking about suicide all the time and paranoïd things.
So here's my question, should I take my meds again ( 25mg Abilify every day ), will it make me functionnal again ? I remember that the meds were kinda reducing my anxiety and paranoïa but that I was really sleepy on them and didn't have emotions basically. So is it worth it ?
But recently I started college again and since I haven't seen people of my age for a year ( that seemed to be 10 years to be honest ), I'm having psychosis every time I get back home.
And not telling the fact that I can't find myself to talk to anyone because of my paranoïa. Also I couldn't get myself to work because of my psychosis every time I got back home thinking about suicide all the time and paranoïd things.
So here's my question, should I take my meds again ( 25mg Abilify every day ), will it make me functionnal again ? I remember that the meds were kinda reducing my anxiety and paranoïa but that I was really sleepy on them and didn't have emotions basically. So is it worth it ?