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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I am almost always sad. I wake up and I am sad, I go to work and I am sad.

When I sit on the toilet to take a dump, I am sad.. When I go out to food alone I am sad.

Is anyone else sad the majority of the time? Even when I get drunk or high I am sad.
 
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missedmybus

missedmybus

That's all very well, but I have a bus to catch.
Feb 2, 2025
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Yes, I am in a bit of a similar situation. If you have what I have, the medical term for this is dysthymia.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,261
I think my predominant emotion is frustration/ being fed up. Usually because I'm having to do life crap I don't want to do. It dips into sadness very readily though. It's almost surprising how readily I'll start crying at any moment. I think it's all just bubbling there under the surface.
 
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human909

human909

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Dec 30, 2024
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I am somewhat sad most of the times too. All i do is just sitting and waiting for the day to be done so i can at least try to sleep and escape life for a little.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I am somewhat sad most of the times too. All i do is just sitting and waiting for the day to be done so i can at least try to sleep and escape life for a little.
Same. I come home from work, eat and surf the internet (i dont actually enjoy anything) until I fall asleep. Life seems so empty and meaningless right now.
 
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fly

lights out now
Feb 29, 2024
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Helloui patoui,

yh sad ofc but the pain is just in short moments when you get triggerd by something. But sad yh

Love yall fellas
 
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Werewolf.

Student
May 28, 2021
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Sometimes I get really sad, like earlier tonight. It's 5 A.M. but I was sad enough to log into this forum again after months of inactivity. I only get sad when I think about the things that have happened to me in the past, the things that brought me here.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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Sometimes I get really sad, like earlier tonight. It's 5 A.M. but I was sad enough to log into this forum again after months of inactivity. I only get sad when I think about the things that have happened to me in the past, the things that brought me here.
Yea. I'll never forget the first time it dawned on me I would always be sad. Even in my best times I will always have a little bit of sadness in the core of my heart/personality/spirit.
 
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Michi_Violeta

M.A. in Heartbreak and Motorsports
Feb 3, 2025
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I've only had 3 moods since my ex broke up with me in July last year: anxious. hopeless, and distracted. And then again I don't allow myself to get distracted too much because I start forgetting her.
 
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Werewolf.

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May 28, 2021
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Yea. I'll never forget the first time it dawned on me I would always be sad. Even in my best times I will always have a little bit of sadness in the core of my heart/personality/spirit.
Yes, precisely. The sadness never goes away. It disappears, but like a fateful lover or partner, always come back again.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I've only had 3 moods since my ex broke up with me in July last year: anxious. hopeless, and distracted. And then again I don't allow myself to get distracted too much because I start forgetting her.
Why would you not want to forget her?
 
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Michi_Violeta

M.A. in Heartbreak and Motorsports
Feb 3, 2025
449
Why would you not want to forget her?
Because it was a beautiful relationship and I still love her despite the pain she's causing me. I had waited years for an opportunity to love and be loved again and...it really was all that, except for the way it ended. If I forget about her, just like I forgot about my first ex, I'll probably end up losing that remaining 0.00001% of hope I've got left.
 
Konnsz

Konnsz

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
90
It's been lately like that, I feel excruciating sadness overwhelming me every day almost every moment, and I don't even know what's causing it, I wanna get killed
 
Prism

Prism

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Jul 15, 2024
131
Yes, I don't think happiness is possible for me anymore.
 
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