anyone else tried to get back on antidepressant after years off ?

[IsadoraBeauxdraps]

Hi,

I had been on paroxetine for 13 years, then I withdrew for 1,5 years.
Now 4 years have passed and I worsened, still have permanent tinnitus and neuropathic pain, sometimes akathisia.
I'm tempted by reinstatement, but I know it's very risky cause I became over sensitive to meds. Maybe I could try a very low dose with liquid form.
I'm tired of living with these pains.

Anyone else here experienced that kind of thing ?

 

[Final Escape]

Yes but the fear of dependency is why I avoid mostly. I take stimulant meds which is goin to be the death of me. I can't quit those because they make my bad life more tolerable. They do increase the desire to ctb though.

 

[IsadoraBeauxdraps]

Yes but the fear of dependency is why I avoid mostly. I take stimulant meds which is goin to be the death of me. I can't quit those because they make my bad life more tolerable. They do increase the desire to ctb though.

Hi Final Escape,
Thanks for your answer. I'm sorry for you