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DOHARDTHINGS24

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2024
458
Hi
I'll try to be brief, apologies. My brain tho 🤯
I purchased SN from DMC at the start of the year but am looking into getting a backup source (various reasons, mostly anxiety & storage related). It's "probably" fine & I could reorder from DMC but was looking at alternatives.
I had previously emailed BO about their product & they confirmed they ship to my country but won't lie on the packaging.
I looked & they had BM in stock in 500gram jars (I think, it was a few days ago & have no memory).
I was wondering if anyone knew roughly how big a package that would be, if they've ordered similar? Or if they received the 1 kilo, what half of that would look like?
My big three questions are:
1 - is it likely to fit in a letterbox?
2 - did you have to sign for it?
3 - when you open the outside packaging, do you immediately see the blue lid jar with the label of what it is? Or is the jar wrapped in tissue or concealed in any other way?
I live in not great circumstances (omg that's an understatement 🤣, it's really not funny...) & I have to ensure my personal safety before I proceed.
I believe that someone I live with would open the outer packaging if it's easy to reseal or make look like it happened in transit. So if it's there to see, I need to know before ordering. I think (hope) that they wouldn't dig any further than that. I only live with adults, no one's safety is at risk, except mine.
I'm reluctant to contact BO again because re-reading my old emails, I was clearly very desperate & not at all subtle about what I wanted & don't want to rock the boat in any way. For me, for them, for anyone else's future access.
I saw @Wilt-On-High post about their recent success receiving from BO & sent them a DM straight away but their deets say they haven't been back to SaSu & their bus may have come.
Any information appreciated.

Not looking for sources / not giving out sources.
 
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neenie

Member
Dec 20, 2024
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I haven't received mine yet (delivery expected on the 31st apparently), still bumping your thread and wishing you peace. I've seen your posts around a bit and I truly feel for you as you're stuck in a horrendous situation, if you need to vent sometime you can shoot me a DM :)
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2024
458
I haven't received mine yet (delivery expected on the 31st apparently), still bumping your thread and wishing you peace. I've seen your posts around a bit and I truly feel for you as you're stuck in a horrendous situation, if you need to vent sometime you can shoot me a DM :)
Thank you so much. It's horrific to me that I'm still here, yet here I am. I thought maybe getting a backup source would help with the anxiety- having a cup from new BO & a cup from old DMC. That that might help me finally do this. But am scared to order for fear of consequences, regarding the living situation. Thanks for the bump & if you get a chance, please update once you receive so I've got some idea of what I'm dealing with. I'm sorry that you're here & whatever has led you here. Best of luck
 
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