anyone not interested in relationships

[depthss]

i dont really like the people in my family, they werent abusive or anything, but i just dont feel close to them at all. i have a psychologist that i really like, and that im close with, and id feel bad killing myself, because i dont want to cause problems for him, but thats it. i dont want friends or anything like that, and i especially dont want anything romantic or sexual at all, i just have no desire for any of that stuff, and so it honestly just makes me kind of uncomfortable. i dont really want to be super close to anyone, i dont like talking to most people. does anyone else relate? i dont mind being 'lonely'

 

[atrophy]

Relationships (both platonic and romantic) are a liability to me, they stop me from considering CTB.

I might cause my loved ones too much grief.

I decided when I'm completely alone and socially reclusive I will CTB.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I don't need any kind of relationship with another human

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I have no desire for relationships too. All I desire for is to reduce as much suffering as I can possibly can. Nothing else matters to me

 

[zengiraffe]

I've been in romantic relationships before and didn't enjoy them, and so I haven't been in one in over 10 years.

I have mixed feelings on platonic relationships, because they can be nice but they can also hurt. Like if I talk to a friend a couple times a week, I enjoy the chats, but if they get busy and don't bother talking to me for a few months in a row, it hurts.

 

[atrophy]

I have mixed feelings on platonic relationships, because they can be nice but they can also hurt. Like if I talk to a friend a couple times a week, I enjoy the chats, but if they get busy and don't bother talking to me for a few months in a row, it hurts.

THIS.

 

[Ligottian]

Relationships are not interested in me.

 

[Gem_andtheholograms]

i do crave relationships, or rather i crave feeling other people's warmth. but i just can't. Even when i'm with friends i feel like i am missing out on the connection they all share. i just feel distant, even when other people feel close to me. this has also made me miserable at the romantic relationships i have had. and it really hurts because i do want to feel that connection, and i do want to feel intimacy. but i just don't know how. and it's crushing me. I just feel so disconnected from everyone (long before i got addicted to weed lol). it's one of my main reasons for wanting to ctb

 

[Guy089001]

Thanks you guys for this forum. Coming back here can feel like a breath of fresh air. I understand how you feel.

 

[death_bed221]

When I was a teen I used to crave a relationship so bad . Now I don't really. Its probably the trauma I received