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UncertainA

UncertainA

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Jan 24, 2023
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I've got a lot going on with my family and I don't want to hurt anyone but I keep fucking it up. With my brother's felony charge coming up and my bf I just want an escape that doesn't involve me ending it. Not right now at least.
 
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quietpill

quietpill

I'm bleeding, I'm not just making conversation.
Nov 27, 2024
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What kind of escape are you interested in/open to?
There's drugs, any legal dispensaries where you are? Alcohol is an easy in too. Are you looking for media escapism like shows, movies, games? Self harm?
 
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UncertainA

UncertainA

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Jan 24, 2023
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What kind of escape are you interested in/open to?
There's drugs, any legal dispensaries where you are? Alcohol is an easy in too. Are you looking for media escapism like shows, movies, games? Self harm?
Anything. Most substances won't be legal to me.
Damnit idk how to use these sites 😭
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,448
I think you may get more constructive answers (not an insult to anyone here!) on the recovery forum right next to this forum on the main page. some of the sticky's may be helpful. but even if it's not you're welcome here always. 🤍🤍 it sounds like a tough situation and it sounds by the title that you're unsure which is A OK. that's why the recovery section exists. wishing you the best xx
 
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UncertainA

UncertainA

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Jan 24, 2023
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I think you may get more constructive answers (not an insult to anyone here!) on the recovery forum right next to this forum on the main page. some of the sticky's may be helpful. but even if it's not you're welcome here always. 🤍🤍 it sounds like a tough situation and it sounds by the title that you're unsure which is A OK. that's why the recovery section exists. wishing you the best xx
I only wasn't sure about recovery because I don't know if I'm really looking to recover right now. Just need the feeling to pass lol.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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I only wasn't sure about recovery because I don't know if I'm really looking to recover right now. Just need the feeling to pass lol.
that's very valid. we're here to listen. do you enjoy music?
 
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UncertainA

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Jan 24, 2023
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that's very valid. we're here to listen. do you enjoy music?
I love music. I've been getting into alt punk rock recently.
Well idk if it's alt I'm just throwing that term in without double checking lol
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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I love music. I've been getting into alt punk rock recently.
Well idk if it's alt I'm just throwing that term in without double checking lol
are you on spotify? maybe we could connect that way. i'm a huge music nerd. all kinds. love alt tho.
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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You may also find the OffTopic thread useful if you're into music, gaming, anime or most other areas. This isn't an attempt to shut you down on this thread, please do continue on here or pop up on any other threads which appeal to you. We may be morbid, however we're pretty friendly and non judgemental.
 
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