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Anonymous1945
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- Jan 13, 2025
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I specifically need a fast and mostly painless form of chemical suicide with a success rate of something comparable to a gun.
I tried to shoot myself already, but i couldn't actually pull the trigger, my foot felt like it was made of lead and i physically couldn't move it until i put the safety back on.
I couldn't do it because of the 5% failrate. While a 95% success rate is extremely good odds I'm not a gambler, and the effects of a failure are beyond terrifying.
I need something that has a true guarantee of death that isn't as sudden as a gun. I think another reason i couldn't do it was how sudden a gunshot is.
I'm too well versed in firearms to actually be able to off myself with one, I've made them so second nature that it's instinctual. Natural instinct makes suicide extremely difficult or impossible, and simce guns are now part of that instinct i can't actually shoot myself, my body wont allow it, so i need something that i don't understand subconsciously something that my subconscious won't understand or realise until it's too late like a chemical. Is there any chemical like that? and if so how to make or obtain?
I tried to shoot myself already, but i couldn't actually pull the trigger, my foot felt like it was made of lead and i physically couldn't move it until i put the safety back on.
I couldn't do it because of the 5% failrate. While a 95% success rate is extremely good odds I'm not a gambler, and the effects of a failure are beyond terrifying.
I need something that has a true guarantee of death that isn't as sudden as a gun. I think another reason i couldn't do it was how sudden a gunshot is.
I'm too well versed in firearms to actually be able to off myself with one, I've made them so second nature that it's instinctual. Natural instinct makes suicide extremely difficult or impossible, and simce guns are now part of that instinct i can't actually shoot myself, my body wont allow it, so i need something that i don't understand subconsciously something that my subconscious won't understand or realise until it's too late like a chemical. Is there any chemical like that? and if so how to make or obtain?