lifelover0037
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- Feb 12, 2025
- 26
I've got schizophrenia and have a real bad paranoid streak. That's why I don't like opening up to others about how I feel. I usually just keep it all bottled up inside. I don't have any close folks or friends because I feel like no one can be trusted.
Since the end of last year, I stopped taking my antipsychotic pills on my own and only took antidepressants. Because of that, I've had a really bad relapse in the past six months. Last month, after going for a follow-up appointment, I started taking meds like Aripiprazole again. But the side effects were just too much. I've been dizzy and having twitches non-stop for 24 hours. Also, I don't wanna lose my paranoid side of the personality. So in the end, I quit taking those meds.
Right now, I've run out of my antidepressants and only have benzodiazepine drugs left. I'm suffuring from both schizophrenia and depression at the same time. What the heck am I supposed to do?
I long for people to sympathize with me
Since the end of last year, I stopped taking my antipsychotic pills on my own and only took antidepressants. Because of that, I've had a really bad relapse in the past six months. Last month, after going for a follow-up appointment, I started taking meds like Aripiprazole again. But the side effects were just too much. I've been dizzy and having twitches non-stop for 24 hours. Also, I don't wanna lose my paranoid side of the personality. So in the end, I quit taking those meds.
Right now, I've run out of my antidepressants and only have benzodiazepine drugs left. I'm suffuring from both schizophrenia and depression at the same time. What the heck am I supposed to do?
I long for people to sympathize with me
No one knows how painful I am.
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