
LostGirl
My time has come
- Dec 3, 2018
- 185
I failed my sn attempt and feel so ashamed of myself. After a brief stay in hosp, I am back home and my family is watching me like a hawk. What shall I do? pls help.
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How did you fail?
I'm so sorry......was there any pain before you passed out? How did it taste?I was found early by housekeeping despite putting up a DND sign.....
I'm so sorry......was there any pain before you passed out? How did it taste?
Sorry for the questions, but this is how I want to ctb......how long was it till you passed out?Tasted like salt. I had a headache and a burning throat before I passed out. The pain was bearable.
I used to be a hotel housekeeper and we would always respect the DND signs..I was found early by housekeeping despite putting up a DND sign.....
Yeah this is something I have feared about hotels. They don't often respect those signs. I don't know if calling the front desk and making a point of not being disturbed would help. Otherwise timing when housekeeping comes and doing the deed immediately after so you have a full day before the next visit might work. But in any case you have one job right now...to rest and recover. If you DO have to ctb, its for another day...don't blame yourself.
Sorry for the questions, but this is how I want to ctb......how long was it till you passed out?
First of all don't feel ashamed. I think your incredibly braveI failed my sn attempt and feel so ashamed of myself. After a brief stay in hosp, I am back home and my family is watching me like a hawk. What shall I do? pls help.
Well crap. Maybe a cheap motel or cabin or rented flat next time...something less serviced. Did it change how you feel about things at all? Some people decide after an attempt they aren't as keen to exit as they thought.
I'm sorry this time didn't work out......It hasn't changed anything, I am still eager to CTB asap but it's gonna be more difficult this time.
That's right. It certainly takes a lot of guts to do this. Don't worry. You certainly have more balls than me- that's for sureFirst of all don't feel ashamed. I think your incredibly brave
I understand and I am sorry for what you are going through. Patience is easier said than done...but you can get through this.
Idk. If I were you, I'd try again in a more secluded place. Give your family the idea that you've changed your mind and they have nothing to worry about. When their guard is down and things have calmed, try againwhat shall I do? pls help.
Sorry to hear LostGirl, but at least your back ... i was wondering if you had CTB since you have not been on this site for awhile.
What time did you drink the SN? And what time did the housekeeper enter your room the next day?
Did they say how close you were to death?I drank it at around 0900 but don't know what time they came in. When i came around, it was already midnight and I was in ICU.
Did they say how close you were to death?
Breaks my heart you were so close to peace......at least I know the sn will work out cause I will be aloneNo, but they said I would have definitely died if I wasn't "rescued".
How much did you take and how much water?No, but they said I would have definitely died if I wasn't "rescued".
How much did you take and how much water?
Just tasted like salt water........did you down it in one gulp20g in100ml water
Just tasted like salt water........did you down it in one gulp