sadlittleman32
Was going to jump…now using SN
- Sep 17, 2024
- 113
Hi guys I just joined this forum yesterday but have already made some posts/comments. First off I just want to say that I've been lurking for years but finally feel a sense of relief to be part of the site knowing it's a safe place and that there are others who are also on the same journey…but anyway I'm Indian by race and things like astrology and spiritualism are a huge part of the Hindu culture so my mom took me to an astrologer to have my palms read this morning and he said that Ive been going through a rough patch for the last few years( try my whole fucking life) and he said things would get better and I would live a very long life into my mid 80s and I'm only 32 and this infuriated me seeing I would ctb tomorrow if I could.. I have my >97 percent sn ready to use and almost want to prove that fucker wrong and drink it tonight..is this impulsive or do you guys think I should plan it out carefully seeing I have no ae or Benzos or even tested the sn for that matter??? Thanks for all feedback