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deflagrat

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¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
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I am tired of being bored every single day. I don't want to work and I don't have a future. I will need 8 more months to have enough meds to overdose 3 times and I will be ready to OD without fearing failure. This is my amitriptyline (about 8 gr) and Diazepam (about 500 mg) combo.

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Freedom!
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
Safe travels hope you find your peace
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
I envy you, to slip away is my dream, but I'm left to deal with the pain that suicide gives.
I wish you well on your journey. I hope the peace you seek is right around the corner, just a tablet away....
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I wish you the best of luck when the time comes.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Wow, that's a lot of meds. Congratulations to you and I wish you peace once you get there.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Hugs ❤️ Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Jaded

Student
Sep 8, 2018
111
I am jealous. Great choice. ♡
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Definitely jealous!
You will achieve peace♡
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Yeah I bought ambien and tramadol off vanilla web
 
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blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
Espero que encuentres la paz que buscas, y te deseo la mejor de las suertes. Un fuerte abrazo.
 
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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
very nice
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Where is xanax and cimetidine?
I am also going with the same method. But , I am short of xanax , have to collect cimetidine.

Edit: just seen you've got val 500 mg. So, might be you don't need xanax?
 
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deflagrat

¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
360
I was thinking about killing myself in August 2019 but my brain keeps telling me suicide means death forever and that I should keep living in case something good happens the next 3 years, at least. Everything seems so worthless, even suicide. I wonder how long will I keep postponing...
 
NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
do you plan to eat every pill one by one ,or how do u manage to take it all ?
 
deflagrat

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¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
360
do you plan to eat every pill one by one ,or how do u manage to take it all ?
000 Vegetarian capsules, they take about 10 min to disolve, more than enough to take them all.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
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000 Vegetarian capsules, they take about 10 min to disolve, more than enough to take them all.
how many pills can you put into 1 of those capsules ?....I was thinking, dont most of the medication dissolve in water ?
 
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Apr 9, 2018
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how many pills can you put into 1 of those capsules ?....I was thinking, dont most of the medication dissolve in water ?
About 2 or 3 75 mg amitriptyline pills and 4 or 5 Diazepam pills. They won't disolve in water, at least mine, I have tried.
 
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