Attempting tonight

[KillMe]

I was honestly not prepared to go so soon, but everything has gone to complete shit today and I have no other option. It's time. I will be taking 10g of sodium nitrite in 150ml of water. I also will not be using any antiemetics due to time constraints. I really hope that this will work and won't be too painful. I'll report back if it fails. I'm glad this place exists and I hope everyone here can find peace.

 

[Soon4me]

I wish you well KillMe

 

[YaYaDr]

Good luck my friend. Go in peace.

 

[Azure]

Wish you a lot of luck, but I dont think this will work, the PPH recommends at least 15g and no antiemetics is gonna be rough...
Still, wish you the best of lucks

 

[Why.]

Good luck.

 

[skyofAuroras]

Good luck, and I wish you find peace.

 

[Samuel]

Find peace, you're in our thoughts

 

[chronicpainnomore]

I was honestly not prepared to go so soon, but everything has gone to complete shit today and I have no other option. It's time. I will be taking 10g of sodium nitrite in 150ml of water. I also will not be using any antiemetics due to time constraints. I really hope that this will work and won't be too painful. I'll report back if it fails. I'm glad this place exists and I hope everyone here can find peace.

I hope you find peace tonight.

 

[Ready2goGermany]

Good luck and rest in peace

 

[mattwitt]

You are a very brave person!

 

[Definitelyworried]

dangier_to_myselfVeteran
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I don't think I have any other options... I guess I'm just gonna have to endure the pain. It'll be better than living anyway. Although I'm not sure how to obtain any anti emetics seeing how I can't go to a doctor and online pharmacies are out of the question because I don't have bitcoins and neither do I trust them with my bank account info. I wonder if I'll be fine without them... Then again I don't wanna risk screwing this up and I end up living with severe pain. Sigh.
Listen. If you don't take anti-emetics beforehand it is pretty much 100% certain you will throw up and survive. And if you survive sodium nitrite poisoning, you may well spend the rest of your life in a hospital with multiple organ failures, blindness, and any level of brain damage. At least get an over-the-counter anti-emetic like emetrol, though that may not accomplish anything. As for the pain, others in this community have suggested taking incarvillea sinenis, which apparently has been found in some studies to have analgesic properties comparable to morphine. And I've just learnt of something called kratom, which is legal in some but not all states.

#25May 8, 2018

 

[millefeui]

I wish you all the peace in this world.

 

[ReleaseMe]

I wish you the best of luck and hope you have a peaceful exit.

 

[Voidbringer]

dangier_to_myselfVeteran
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I don't think I have any other options... I guess I'm just gonna have to endure the pain. It'll be better than living anyway. Although I'm not sure how to obtain any anti emetics seeing how I can't go to a doctor and online pharmacies are out of the question because I don't have bitcoins and neither do I trust them with my bank account info. I wonder if I'll be fine without them... Then again I don't wanna risk screwing this up and I end up living with severe pain. Sigh.
Listen. If you don't take anti-emetics beforehand it is pretty much 100% certain you will throw up and survive. And if you survive sodium nitrite poisoning, you may well spend the rest of your life in a hospital with multiple organ failures, blindness, and any level of brain damage. At least get an over-the-counter anti-emetic like emetrol, though that may not accomplish anything. As for the pain, others in this community have suggested taking incarvillea sinenis, which apparently has been found in some studies to have analgesic properties comparable to morphine. And I've just learnt of something called kratom, which is legal in some but not all states.

#25May 8, 2018

Why do you think that you will survive only with organ failure, blindness and brain damage?

 

[mattwitt]

This method does look promising because Nembutal is hard to find and expensive. As far as an antiemetic is concerned getting a prescription for one might be impossible for most people as well. (The PPH does say that vomiting is unlikely) If I were to try this method I would probably take some kind of an OTC sleep aid with diphenhydramine in it about an hour before taking the SN. I would probably take the sleep aid when I'm close to falling asleep without it as well. 30 minutes After taking the sleeping aid I would probably take some OTC antiemetics like Dramamine and Kaopectate or Pepto-Bismol just in case they help. At the same time I were to take the antiemetics I would also take 800 - 1600mg of Tagamet. 30 minutes later or as soon as I thought I was about to fall asleep I would take 20g of SN. I'm still waiting for more information to come out from Exit on this method though. And thanks to everyone who has posted updates about SN from the PPH.

 

[dwimplepeen213]

Good luck, I wish you a peaceful exit. You'll be in my thoughts and I'm not far behind you.

Rest in peace.

 

[typx]

Hope you slipped away man.

 

[ScaredOfLife]

Maybe he was successful because he hasn't been seen on this site since the day he posted this message. (The other alternative being he ended up in psych ward.)

I hope he found peace.

 

[Luke]

If successful I hope it was peaceful. Not much data on SN.
A psych ward doesn't last 3 weeks unless you admit being suicidal, so it's unlikely.

It sucks that he had to do it sooner than what he felt comfortable with. It's fucked up that people can't even pick their time and method but have to act on external circumstances that basically force them to do something they don't really want to do, just that the alternative is even worse.

Whatever I don't want to be negative.. hopefully it went smoothly.