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Jai

Jai

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Sep 23, 2018
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Took about a gram of sodium azide the other day wished to share my my thoughts with people on this site and got accused of being a child when trying to pass my thoughts .

Anyway I took a over a gram exact amount is undetermined as I didn't have the measurements exact in my endeavor, however I did have the amount I took in my best guess a half gram maybe lower or higher I felt euphoric and was happy tanning beers ( bear in mind I'm isolated no one else is affected ) I took around another gram or so over the next hour and a half or so it changed I went into full panic this is it.
I had severe palpitations and the worst migraine ever but I convinced myself this was the process this is why and then I calmed down and was relaxed for a short period .

I then got manic and had AMS and short of breath I thought this was it .
Know this is my only experience and nobody else.

I spent the next 2 days unable to sleep no appetite mouth like cotton agitated angry hot cold flushes looked like a ghost and after 10 hours or so of indegestion I started to vomit violently for around 24 hours just bile green yellow white and blue and short of breath couldn't go to the bathroom even piss I was unsavory to a person on this forum I do not recommend this method I was in dire straits hoping to die and all I have out of this is I'm sure it will kill you but it's awful and makes you evil I ate for the the first time just before but my eyesight is hindered and I'm weak I don't recommend this maybe I was impulsive but still I ask trashcan to forgive me but I honestly tried to CTB and here's your reality folks it wasn't planned at all again just one persons attempt
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

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Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Thanks for sharing your experience. That sounds like an awful way to die.
 
Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Holy fuck, I'm sorry that happened to you.
 
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