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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
Shame, fear.
Paronia( people talking about it doesn't matter if action do)
Lose any sens of expression.
Disconnection from self.
Lose self-worth entirely.
Disconnection from the outside
}}}}Avoid
And its a loop.
 
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I am sorry for your pain. It's a painful loop, that's right. After years of therapy and with medication my really bad mood is less then in the past. Without both I would not life anymore. I wish you some angel-people who can help you a little. I wish you can find some little hope and peace. And a little break for your head.
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
I am sorry for your pain. It's a painful loop, that's right. After years of therapy and with medication my really bad mood is less then in the past. Without both I would not life anymore. I wish you some angel-people who can help you a little. I wish you can find some little hope and peace. And a little break for your head.
Those actually are my wishes. Turns out its difficult to have. Ran out of meds lately and also support.so these times are cruel for me. Wish you the best and thank you for your 🙏 and encouragement.
 

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