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four_walls_girl

four_walls_girl

En-BEDded in reality
Nov 18, 2024
65
Not smart enough to try the more complicated methods. All the steps and medical talk go straight over my head and

Can't afford a cross world trip to Peru or Mexico for n (though I guess Mexico is null now). Too dumb to be able to find sellers without being scammed. I could probably find an internet friend in Peru to slowly persuade into buying and shipping for me, but I'm bad at giving instructions and I'd also feel way too guilty for potentially getting them arrested for my own gain.

Sn is like basically £100 and has a risk of being checked. This one is a little more worth it cause I don't mind losing money if I'm gonna die at some point anyways, but even measuring and testing properly sounds too hard for me.

Literally I think the only method I'd even be capable of is the shallow water blackout, though I won't be surprised if I mess even that up.

Well, if I was smart in the first place I probably wouldn't even be trying to ctb cause I'd actual be able to do something with my life. The world really isn't nice to big dummies 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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I hope that you are able to find peace one day
 
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