dark markets, drug groups/forums (in Poland there are facebook sites, telegram channels), streets, from a friend which has depression, seizures, anxiety, from old family members, eventually you can do it from gp, but you cannot say "I need some benzos" but you need to be very smart and guide the gp into thinking "this guy needs benzos" - you have to say you have insomnia, anxiety and going through hard time in life. But ofc you need to do it with other gp, as your main one is already suspicious of you if you asked for some xannies lol