benzos suck.

[bipolar22]

due to refractory ulcer i cant have a drink. ever again 2 years i went without now. i alawys hated life and when i first drank i was like wow i can see the beauty and joy of being alive . it was the only thing that helped me thought trauma, my bpd my social anxiey and expierence true happiness. and now its gone. forever. i binge on benzos once a year but its not the same its more like sleeping pills nothing with that emcompassing bliss and pure wonder and joy a night of drinks can bring. so now its more clear than ever i wil kill myself. the only thing that really gave me a feeling of being truely happy has been taking from me. finally. and im done with fucking life. fucking endless cruelty end punishments. fuck life and fuck you stomach for being such a pathetic piece of shit not even letting me have this. im on corrently on 30 mg on lorezepam and its like a fucking chamille tea. this is the final nail in the coffein and i dont wanna find healty outlets or ways to make it bearlable in a more healthy way. im just done with this. its all a lie and the punishment never stops.
i know im repeating myself from before and my spelling is atroucious and nobody probalby will read this but i just felt like typing it out for myself. fuck life. i dispise it to the marrow of my bones. pleasant night to all of you

 

[sorryimevenhere]

Benzos are pure hell in a pressed pill
I wouldn't wish it on anyone really

 

[WallTermite]

Yeah, the creator of Amazon sucks

 

[Cristiano599]

Benzos are pure hell in a pressed pill
I wouldn't wish it on anyone really

Why do you say that? I started taking them today.

 

[ForestGhost]

Why do you say that? I started taking them today.

Just speaking for myself here, benzos are amazing. The way OP talked about alcohol is pretty much how I feel about benzos. Benzo dependence, on the other hand, is pure hell. I would strongly advise using them infrequently as possible.

 

[bipolar22]

Just speaking for myself here, benzos are amazing. The way OP talked about alcohol is pretty much how I feel about benzos. Benzo dependence, on the other hand, is pure hell. I would strongly advise using them infrequently as possible.

agreed. benzo wd is a shortcut to hell itself.

Yeah, the creator of Amazon sucks

haha I don't seem how this is related but you're probably not wrong

 

[Tigger]

I've been on benzos (alpraz, specifically) for around 15 years. I take as needed, maybe four days per week, and have found them to be pretty wonderful.

I have read many, many horror stories but have had a totally different experience. I used to drink heavily and benzos have gone some way to filling that void. Although some days I still long for vodka, or scotch, or tequila.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

For me it's 50-50. I know they are very bad in the long term but they are wonderful in the short term. Maybe it's how the brain should work on default, idk, like they say about the alcohol in the movie "Druk"

Sometimes I tapper off for some weeks and altho I notice it, it's not that hard for me, comparing to what ppl say.

However I have a friend that takes a lot of Alprazolam and at the age of 35 his brain is a little bit cooked UU'. Mainly because he has amnesia all the time, so you can have a conversation today and mention it tomorrow, and he doesnt remember.