bought SN, i just wish I could die in my mother’s arms

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i love her so much. I was planning to jump off a bridge but it didn't work out, i ordered SN and it should come in 2 weeks. I just wish after i consumed it, i could fall asleep in my moms arms and pass peacefully but i know that it's not advised because there will likely be a reaction to the SN :/