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CareOfCell44

CareOfCell44

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Jul 26, 2019
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Does anyone else feel like all they need to do is stand up with the strength to break shackle and chains, but you've grown weak and lack the strength to do it?
Sorry if this belongs in another section but I feel all i need to do is stand.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,448
Definitely feeling the chains and shackles, but I'm not the one who can break those. Not in my case.
Heh, I agree with two-thirds of that statement: feeling them chains and shackles and have grown week, but I'm not the one who can break them.
 
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CareOfCell44

CareOfCell44

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Jul 26, 2019
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Definitely feeling the chains and shackles, but I'm not the one who can break those. Not in my case.
Heh, I agree with two-thirds of that statement: feeling them chains and shackles and have grown week, but I'm not the one who can break them.
Lol as they say two outta three ain't bad
Too clarify that's exactly what I mean, knowing what needs to be done but lacking the strength and/or resources to do it. It's pure hell.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,448
Lol as they say two outta three ain't bad
Too clarify that's exactly what I mean, knowing what needs to be done but lacking the strength and/or resources to do it. It's pure hell.
Ah, then I agree with your statement entirely.
What's your story? Mine is epilepsy. I'm fighting for a brain surgery. They want to keep me on pills, but I'm pestering the neuro that I can't deal with the pills. No matter what they put me on, there are side effects. Google kepprage. I've become The Incredible Hulk, except without the purple trunks. The only one who can break my chains is the neuro, and the bastard is taking his sweet time about this. "I'm sorry, we need to do meetings, we need to discuss shit, how about you go sleep in 50 magnets and wear silly hats?"
 
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CareOfCell44

CareOfCell44

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Ah, then I agree with your statement entirely.
What's your story? Mine is epilepsy. I'm fighting for a brain surgery. They want to keep me on pills, but I'm pestering the neuro that I can't deal with the pills. No matter what they put me on, there are side effects. Google kepprage. I've become The Incredible Hulk, except without the purple trunks. The only one who can break my chains is the neuro, and the bastard is taking his sweet time about this. "I'm sorry, we need to do meetings, we need to discuss shit, how about you go sleep in 50 magnets and wear silly hats?"
I'd love to chat and exchange stories, preferably in PM tho.
 
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thedutchguy

thedutchguy

Slowly drowing
Jun 5, 2019
114
I totally get you. I really want to break loose from all the pain my disablements bring along. The struggle to survive the daily life fight. I just want to let go and be offer with it.
 
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oopswronglife

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Jun 27, 2019
870
If history has taught us anything, it's that if you become a breaker of chains you will eventually go insane and burn an entire city.
 
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woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Yup, to draw myself to my full height and say 'Fuck you, I want to live and you have to be brave.' Not slink away into death because I'm not even allowed to say what's killing me. I don't think I have the grace a lot of people have here, leaving with compassion for everybody else. Probably part of the reason why I should die in the first place...
 
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