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- Mar 27, 2018
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Does anyone here have things they want to do before they CTB? Places they want to go, people they want to meet? Or have you lost all interest in everything and just want death to come as quickly as possible?
For me, I would like to:
-graduate from college (I should have graduated last year, but I ended up in the mental ward for 2 months)
-be able to eat a meal without vomiting or feeling guilty
-have a genuine, open discussion with someone, maybe even making a friend
-lose my virginity (it's supposed to be easier for women, but because of anorexia, I look like an edgy 12 year old, and because of social anxiety, I can't talk to anyone)
-learn guitar
-visit France, where a bunch of family I've never met resides
And of course, there's the logistical stuff like making a perfect note, finding the perfect place, acquiring N from A, etc.
I'm interested in hearing what other people have to say. I wish you all luck in whatever you want to do.
For me, I would like to:
-graduate from college (I should have graduated last year, but I ended up in the mental ward for 2 months)
-be able to eat a meal without vomiting or feeling guilty
-have a genuine, open discussion with someone, maybe even making a friend
-lose my virginity (it's supposed to be easier for women, but because of anorexia, I look like an edgy 12 year old, and because of social anxiety, I can't talk to anyone)
-learn guitar
-visit France, where a bunch of family I've never met resides
And of course, there's the logistical stuff like making a perfect note, finding the perfect place, acquiring N from A, etc.
I'm interested in hearing what other people have to say. I wish you all luck in whatever you want to do.