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rachybee
Student
- Dec 8, 2024
- 114
I managed to work out with clues the site to get SN. I'm so happy about this btw.
However - it m unsure when to buy? I have this as my method as what I want to use due to failed attempts - this is my out and I 100% want this. However my timescale isn't this week.
I'm conscious that these places are being shut down and I'd hate to miss out on this because I didn't need it immediately (within the next month tho). So do I get it like now incase they're shut down or do I wait when I can also afford it more and risk it being closed.
Again I want to ctb. I'm tired. My life I hate and it is over. There are just loose ends to tie up and also the money side of things - I want to leave my family cash behind to pay for my funeral.
I'm just really scared that if I wait I will miss my chance. And I can't source it anywhere else (previous attempt to buy ended up police at my home).
I'm just wondering what would someone else in my situation do. I'm not asking for a 'would you kill yourself in x time etc' I'm just curious with regards to the risk of somewhere being shut down but not In total financial situation to buy
However - it m unsure when to buy? I have this as my method as what I want to use due to failed attempts - this is my out and I 100% want this. However my timescale isn't this week.
I'm conscious that these places are being shut down and I'd hate to miss out on this because I didn't need it immediately (within the next month tho). So do I get it like now incase they're shut down or do I wait when I can also afford it more and risk it being closed.
Again I want to ctb. I'm tired. My life I hate and it is over. There are just loose ends to tie up and also the money side of things - I want to leave my family cash behind to pay for my funeral.
I'm just really scared that if I wait I will miss my chance. And I can't source it anywhere else (previous attempt to buy ended up police at my home).
I'm just wondering what would someone else in my situation do. I'm not asking for a 'would you kill yourself in x time etc' I'm just curious with regards to the risk of somewhere being shut down but not In total financial situation to buy