
before20
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
- Jan 28, 2025
- 86
Heard SDT is from the PPH; can anyone verify that it is legit SN, or should I buy two sets so I can test one of them?
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On another, more personal note, I'd honestly been debating whether I should really take it this month. At the very least, even if it isn't "before 20" like I want to, CTBing at the end of the summer would mean I could enjoy the good weather & a couple of movie releases I've been looking forward to.
That is, until my father called me a bad person - inconsiderate, rude, selfish, he went on - to my face, pretty much unprovoked, and I remembered, oh, yeah, if I'm such a stain on this planet, I should remove myself from it ASAP. Maybe that makes me emotionally volatile, but guess that's why I'm on here.
Sometimes I entertain the idea of letting him know on my note that he was a deciding factor in shortening my time here on this Earth, but I don't think I'm that cruel, lol. At most I'll probably leave a small passage for my cousins absolving them of guilt - or maybe something as short and sweet as, "don't take it personally".
Anyways. Thanks again, SS, for being the only place I can truly speak freely.
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On another, more personal note, I'd honestly been debating whether I should really take it this month. At the very least, even if it isn't "before 20" like I want to, CTBing at the end of the summer would mean I could enjoy the good weather & a couple of movie releases I've been looking forward to.
That is, until my father called me a bad person - inconsiderate, rude, selfish, he went on - to my face, pretty much unprovoked, and I remembered, oh, yeah, if I'm such a stain on this planet, I should remove myself from it ASAP. Maybe that makes me emotionally volatile, but guess that's why I'm on here.
Sometimes I entertain the idea of letting him know on my note that he was a deciding factor in shortening my time here on this Earth, but I don't think I'm that cruel, lol. At most I'll probably leave a small passage for my cousins absolving them of guilt - or maybe something as short and sweet as, "don't take it personally".
Anyways. Thanks again, SS, for being the only place I can truly speak freely.